Charlie's Warning Date: 97-09-22 Story Note: I loved the show 'The Calusari', and I thought I would see tons of stories on the newsgroup about it, it was such fertile territory. So far, I've only run across one. It was good, but a while ago, so here is my own sequel to the show. This is not one of my infamous 'fill in the commercial break' stories, but happens about three months after the exorcism. Standard Disclaimer: I only wish Disney would have offered me that job, Chris, but they gave it to you. And that monumental season you worked on 'The Nanny' gave you the courage to try something REALLY challenging, so you thought up 'The X Files'. As a result, you own them, all the characters mentioned in the story and the extremely profitable copyright under the label 10-13 Productions. And all I can do is pay homage and promise faithfully not to infringe or in layman's terms, profit from this work of fiction. Standard XA disclaimer also applies. WARNINGS: PG for some violence. This is a Second Season Story, NOT a romance, and I do have Melissa in it ('bring her back', 'bring her back'. . .). I love mail. Send me some. Same place as always. vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com (If you scratch your head at the subtitle, blame Michelle Hiley, cause it's her fault :) CHARLIE'S WARNING or NINE TENTHS OF THE LAW By Vickie M. Moseley vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com Holvey Residence Suburban Maryland Day 1 9:35 pm Maggie Holvey stood in the doorway to her son's bedroom. The moonlight through the window illuminated the stuffed teddy bear sitting on the window ledge. The bear looked relaxed, but watchful. Standing guard over his sleeping charge. Charlie, ten years old and really too old for a teddy to sleep with, still didn't mind having one in his room. Maggie knew that would change soon, but for now, the sentinel bear was a comfort. So much had happened. Giving Charlie one last 'mother's look', she pulled the door closed and retreated to the first floor of the house. Fox Mulder played with the fire in the fireplace. It gave him something to do. He was feeling very self-conscious. He still didn't know what he was doing, coming by at this hour. For some reason known only to his id, he was feeling anxious about the Holveys. It had been three months since the events that had taken the lives of three members of this family. He liked to think that the actions of Scully, and himself, had stopped that death toll at three, and not five. He hadn't given it a second thought until he was driving home from work tonight. All of a sudden, he had to stop by and see Maggie and Charlie. Maggie Holvey came into the room carrying two steaming cups of hot tea. "I'm sorry I don't have any coffee to offer you, Agent Mulder" she said in her soft Romanian accented English. "I never really liked coffee. My husband was the only one to drink. . ." her voice drifted off as she spoke of her husband. This woman was still dealing with the grief of losing so many loved ones at one time. It was a wonder to Mulder that she was able to function at all. "Tea is fine, Mrs. Holvey" he answered, taking his cup. "You really didn't need to go to all this bother. I just wanted to see how you and Charlie were doing." He sat down on the sofa, close to the fireplace and watched her sit opposite him on an overstuffed chair. "We are doing well," she lied. "Oh, Charlie still misses his father, deeply. They were close. And I still wake up in the middle of the night and go check on Teddy in his crib." She put her cup of tea down on the coffee table. Tears were forming in her eyes and she choked on a sob. "I'm sorry, Agent Mulder, I just have such a hard time talking about . . ." Mulder pulled his handkerchief out of his jacket pocket and got up to hand it to her. He found himself kneeling down beside her as she cried into her hands. Some reflex made him reach out and touch her shoulder. "I'm sorry I came here, Mrs. Holvey. I never meant to cause you any more pain." His voice was full of sincerity and emotion. Maggie looked up anxiously. "No, no. I am glad you stopped by. I wanted to ask you about what happened that night. That night at the hospital. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I still don't know what to believe. You were there, in Charlie's room. Agent Mulder, what happened? I need to know what happened. Why did my baby, my husband and my mother have to die?" Mulder rocked back on his heels. He hadn't expected this, but then, he should have. Of course this woman wanted answers. Hell, he thought, *he* would have liked some answers. His thoughts flashed back to the night Maggie Holvey's mother died. They had taken Charlie to the hospital, more for his own safety, than anything else. His baby brother had been killed in a freak accident at a local amusement park. His father had been killed in another freak accident involving the garage door opener, Mulder himself had cut the man's body down where it hung in the garage. And then, a day later, his grandmother died of a heart attack while trying to rid the house of it's 'curse'. But that was nothing compared to the events later that night at the hospital. At the hospital, it was becoming apparent to Mulder that medical science was not going to help Charlie Holvey. The boy was being possessed, there was no other explanation he could think of. Maggie Holvey had left the hospital, in the company of the spirit of her deceased son (that had been an interesting sidebar in Scully's field report!) and Scully went off to help her. Mulder stayed behind with Charlie. Exorcism had never been Mulder's strong suit. It required too much Latin, he had once consoled himself. But that night, he wished he was an ordained priest, anything to save that boy. So he turned to the only people he could think of who knew the circumstances and were prepared, and willing, to help--the Calusari, the old Romanian men who had tried to help Charlie's grandmother rid the house of the curse. The old men had taken over immediately and relegated Mulder the duty of guarding the door. That was fine with him, but things got out of hand quickly. The oldest man, with a white beard, called Mulder over--he was needed to hold Charlie's legs so the ritual could be performed. Charlie was kicking and wiggling, fighting with more strength than any ten year old should have. Mulder grabbed the boy's thrashing feet and held on for dear life. The ritual was done in a strange mixture of Latin and Romanian. Mulder had caught a word here or there, but nothing to draw him into the meaning. He had nothing to do, but watch. His eyes were drawn to Charlie's eyes. The boys eyes were dark and deep, bottomless. And they held such a concentration of evil that it took Mulder's breath away. He couldn't stop staring at them. The bearded man glanced over and saw the look on Mulder's face. "Look away," the old man shouted. "Look away. He will know you." The warning given, the old man turned his attention back to the ritual. Mulder had averted his eyes at the warning, but found he couldn't help himself. He was drawn back to stare into Charlie's eyes. That's when it happened. Mulder knew. He knew what the evil was, but worse than that, he knew something more horrifying. The evil knew him. And the evil wanted _Mulder_, as well as the boy. The bed had risen off the floor, Charlie was writhing with the strength of ten men, Mulder was holding on as tightly as he could, and he could not take his eyes away from Charlie's stare! And it was over! The ritual concluded, the bed fell to the floor with a thud, bouncing the boy and Mulder. Charlie closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep. And Mulder stood there, shaking like a leaf as the old men cleaned up the mess and prepared to leave. When Scully and Maggie Holvey arrived, just moments later, they told of how Charlie's stillborn twin, Michael, had tried to kill them both. Scully was completely at a loss to explain how the dead child could have been in the house, how he could have lifted his mother four feet off the ground and held her there, how he could have wielded a knife that almost cut Scully's heart out. She finally fell back on her old 'hallucination' theory. It amazed Mulder that Scully never seemed to tire of that one. Wouldn't you start to worry about your own sanity if you allowed yourself to believe that you hallucinated as much as she had in the last three years? But as much as it annoyed him, that was the official record now. For his part, he wrote of the possession, the exorcism, and the state of the child following the ritual. He did not mention his own terror. He convinced himself it had no relevance to the case. Mulder shook his head, to bring his thoughts back to the present. Maggie Holvey sat, staring at him, waiting for the answers she prayed he would give her. "Mrs. Holvey, I really can't say what happened that night. Your mother's friends came. They performed a ritual, I think it was an exorcism. Whatever it was, I think it worked. You saw Charlie when you got back to the hospital. He was perfectly normal. And all the horrors ended that night. I know that's not the answer you were looking for, " he added kindly, "but it's the only one I have." "Mummy, what's Agent Mulder doin here?" A small, sleepy boy stood on the stairs, rubbing his eyes. Mulder got up and went over to pick up the boy. "Hey, you've grown since I last saw you, Charlie." Charlie smiled brightly. "I grew out of my skates, too. I wear a size 4 skate, now," he said proudly. "Won't be long till I have to look up at *you*," Mulder confided. The boy's smile reached from ear to ear. "I just came by to see how you are doing. Are you helping your mom around the house?" "Sort of," the boy said sheepishly. "Well, help her all you can, OK." Mulder put the boy down on the chair with his mother. "Now that I have totally disrupted your household, I should be going." Maggie Holvey sent Charlie back up to his room with the promise that she would be right up. She got up and followed Mulder to the door. "Agent Mulder, thank you for coming by. Even if you don't have all the answers. I appreciate the fact that you were thinking of us." She smiled warmly at Mulder, but the grief was still there in her eyes. Mulder reached out and shook her hand. "If you need anything, please call," he said meekly. He turned to leave. "Agent Mulder," Charlie shouted from the top of the steps. Maggie turned and stepped aside, so Mulder could see the boy. "What is it, sport?" Mulder asked. Poor kid, I wish there was something I could do, he thought sadly. "Be careful, Agent Mulder. I think he wants you, too. Be careful," Charlie said, with all the seriousness a ten year old could muster. Then he turned and hurried off to his room. Mulder stood there and cold terror flooded through him. The boy was warning him. But how did the child even know? Mulder had been sure that Charlie wasn't present in his own body that night in the hospital, and if he had been, he was under the control of another force, totally unaware of what was happening. He tried to shake off his feeling of dread and hurried to his car. J. Edgar Hoover Building FBI Headquarters Day 2 4:20 pm "Scully, can I have a couple of aspirin?" Mulder asked, not even bothering to look up from the file folder he was reading, or at least trying to read. "Mulder, I just gave you two an hour ago. They were extra strength. No more for at least three more hours. Sorry." Scully tried hard to sound apologetic, but he knew her philosophy on 'masking symptoms'. "Well, they must have been old, because they didn't work," he complained. "Come on, Scully, two more. I'm a big guy, they're little pills, this headache is really getting bad," he complained. He whined better than Scully's 6 year old nephew, when he wanted to. Scully got up from her desk and pulled something out of her top desk drawer. As she approached him, he caught sight of the small glass tube she held at her side. "That had better be a new stealth weapon, because if it's a thermometer, I'm gonna deck you," he growled. She stopped and put her hands on her hips. "Mulder, why are you afraid of a thermometer?" "I am not afraid of thermometers" he said defiantly. "OK, maybe the rectal kind, but that's not the point. I have a simple headache and you are going try to put me through a complete physical. Just gimme the aspirin, OK?" he concluded his plea with a real good imitation of a wounded puppy. Scully surprised him by taking his glasses off his head. "How long have you had these glasses, Mulder?" she asked. "I don't know, a while, I guess." "They're the same ones you had when I started to work with you aren't they?" It wasn't a question, it was an accusation. "Yeah. What's your point?" he asked, feeling defensive and he didn't know why. "The point is, you need new glasses. These are scratched beyond belief! Besides, you're in your thirties now, you probably need a new prescription. That would explain the headache, and why the aspirin isn't working. You haven't corrected the problem, you were only trying to. . ." "Mask the symptom, yeah, yeah, I know. So what do I do now, ole Doc Scully?" "Well, you take off your glasses, go home and get some rest. Oh, and make an eye appointment. But in the meantime, don't strain your eyes," she added. He shook his head in total dejection and put on his jacket. "Hey, I know when I'm not wanted," he teased. She shot him a grin and went back to typing on her laptop. "See ya," he added. She nodded, still engrossed in her work. He was at the door when she looked up suddenly. "Mulder!" she called. He stopped and turned, expectantly. "I forgot, don't watch TV tonight. It's a number one cause of eye strain." Mulder's mouth dropped to the floor. "Scully," he whined, "I gotta watch TV. You know I can't get to sleep otherwise!" "I'm telling you, if you go home and turn on that idiot box, you will have a headache to make the one you have feel like a massage. I mean it, _no TV tonight_! Put on some CD's if you need white noise." The tone in her voice allowed for no discussion. It was her 'Doctor's Orders' voice. Mulder nodded, looking even more dejected than he had a few minutes before. "This had better work, Scully," he mumbled. "Too many nights without TV and I might get suicidal." Scully looked up at the clock and was surprised at how late it was. She had meant to only stay for an hour or so after Mulder left, but she'd been there for three hours already. Without him and his headache, constantly asking for more aspirin, she'd gotten quite a bit of work done. Guiltily, she thought about his headache. He really had been in pain. Mulder wasn't like a lot of guys she knew who reveled in their agony and constantly demanded attention. He usually kept quiet if he wasn't feeling well. He had to have been in real anguish to ask her for medicine, because he knew she wouldn't just hand it out without reason. She logged off her computer and got her purse out of the desk drawer. She decided to stop by and see how he was doing. She thought about calling, but decided to surprise him and bring food. Chances were real good he hadn't thought about dinner on his way home. She remembered he liked Chinese when he was feeling bad. It would be her way of apologizing for not being more sympathetic. She got to his apartment and shifted her bags until she could knock on the door. There was no answer. "Mulder, it's me," she called out. Still no answer. Maybe he was sleeping, she thought to herself. She put the bags of take out containers down and fumbled for the key to his apartment and let herself in. When she got in, she went to put the bags on the kitchen table. Mulder was standing at the sink, looking dazed. "Hey, I knocked, but you didn't answer. I brought Chinese," she said casually, then looked at his face. "Hey, Mulder, did you hear me? I brought dinner. Are you OK?" He was still staring into space. "Scully, I think I just did something really stupid," he said quietly, almost in a whisper. He brought his hand up and opened it to reveal an aspirin bottle, empty. Scully was becoming very worried by his tone. She walked around the table to stand by him at the sink. "Mulder, what are you saying? What did you do?" She reached out and took the bottle out of his hand. "Mulder," she said, her voice starting to shake, "did you take all of these? How many pills were in this bottle?" she demanded. He swallowed hard and a look of fear came over him. "I think it was full. I had to take it out of the wrapper. I don't know what happened. I'm not feeling so well." He reached out to grab the sink for support. Scully looked closely at the bottle. The label said it contained 100 aspirin. "We have to get you to the hospital, now," she said, totally in control. She looked at him. He was wearing sweats and a tee shirt, his feet were bare. She looked around and spied his tennis shoes by the door. She grabbed them and his arm and hurried out the door. Once in the car, headed for the hospital, Scully knew she had to keep him talking. "Mulder, what were you thinking? I told you not to take any more aspirin!" She was worried and her exasperation was showing more than she wanted it to. Mulder was still looking dazed. "It had been four hours," he said plaintively. "I got home and tried to take a nap. I even put on the radio. It just wasn't working. The headache was really getting bad, worse than I've ever had." He looked over at her, the pain still in his face. "But I waited until the time was up. I went into the kitchen, my head hurt so bad I couldn't see straight. I found the bottle of aspirin. I had to struggle to get the wrapper off. Then I woke up and you were standing in the kitchen talking about Chinese food. But I have this really bad taste in my mouth. Scully," he looked at her with total disbelief at his own actions, "I think I actually *chewed* the aspirin before I swallowed them. God, is that a scary thought, or what?" He laid his head back on the back of the seat. "You don't remember any of it, you don't remember swallowing, chewing, anything?" she asked. "I don't remember anything," he said flatly. Then he groaned in pain. "Damn, my stomach hurts, Scully!" He doubled over as much as his seatbelt would allow. Scully looked around her car frantically and snatched a bag from between the bucket seats. "Here, throw up in this," she ordered. "I don't have to throw up, it just hurts," he said weakly. "Hang on, Mulder, we're almost there." The emergency room was bright and very businesslike. Scully had no option but to tell the triage nurse that Mulder had 'accidentally' ingested 100 aspirin. The nurse gave a look that clearly showed what she thought of that kind of 'accident'. Mulder was rushed into one of the cubicles and Scully was left with the paperwork for admitting. When she was finally able to join him, the doctor who had been called in took her aside to ask about Mulder's general health. "He's had a headache all day, but it was really getting bad about 4 o'clock," Scully tried to explain. "He went home to rest. I thought it might be due to eye strain." "Does he have a history of migraines?" the doctor asked. "No, none that I know of." "Has he had any head trauma recently?" Scully thought for a moment. "How recent is recent? I mean, he hasn't been hit on the head in the last month or so, if that's what you're asking." The doctor looked at her questioningly. "Does he get hit in the head, a lot?" "In our line of work, probably more than he should," Scully replied. "Well, when was his last CAT Scan?" the doctor asked, writing as much of their conversation as he could on Mulder's chart. "It's been a while. Actually, I don't know when the last one was. I'm not sure where you're going with this." "Well, Dr. Scully, I've worked ER for 15 years and in that time I can tell you I haven't run across anyone who tried suicide with aspirin. You say Agent Mulder doesn't remember taking the pills, just the taste in his mouth. If you've ever bitten down on an aspirin, well, it's not likely you would want to repeat the process, at least not soon. I think he blacked out, had a seizure, something that left him out of control of his actions. Given the headache today, I think we should investigate a physiological reason, don't you?" "How is he doing, now?" Scully asked quietly, still trying to get a grip on the happenings of the evening. "Well, we think we were able to remove about 75 % of the contents of the bottle from his stomach, but it's hard to say. That would mean he's absorbed the equivalent of 25 aspirin into his bloodstream--more than he should, obviously, but not life threatening. He's stable now, but I have admitted him for observation. He also has one hell of a stomach ache. It's no fun getting your stomach pumped." Mulder was lying in the hospital bed, on his side, curled up as much as he could. He looked like he had seen much better nights. He had an IV in his arm and monitors keeping track of his respiration and heartrate. He was not a happy camper. "This is the first time I've ever been hospitalized for eye strain, Scully. For that matter, it might just make medical history," he quipped as she came in. "How's your tummy?" she asked, pulling up a chair. "Well, I've forgotten about my headache. I guess I can thank having my stomach pumped. By the way, please make sure I don't repeat that experience at any point in the near or distant future." He winced and shifted on the bed a bit. Then he suddenly looked directly in her eyes. "I was not committing suicide, you know." He sounded like he was wanting to assure her of the obvious. "Mulder, I didn't say you were." "I know, but I was lying here, thinking, and I know that some people might take this opportunity to say I had finally broken my thin strand of sanity. I don't remember taking all those pills, but my only thought was getting rid of that damn headache, not ending my life. I have too much to do." Scully reached over and took his hand. "I know that," she said confidently. "Besides, if you really wanted to kill yourself, you have lots of other ways available. And nobody, no matter how bad off they are, would chew aspirin! But I think you should know that the doctor wants to run a CAT Scan in the morning." "What is your medical opinion, Dr. Scully," he asked in his best investigator's voice. "I don't think it's a bad idea. I'm concerned that you blacked out, standing up. That is not normal, Mulder, even for you. And you have been knocked on the head a few times in your career. It might be interesting to see what, if anything, you have rattling around up there." It took a lot of convincing to get Scully to agree to leave the hospital and go back to her apartment. She was feeling concerned, but also a little guilty. She should have realized that people in pain can sometimes act irrationally. Couple that with her belief that Mulder acted irrationally about 90 percent of the time, and she should have taken him to the doctor's herself, not just sent him home with a pat on the head. Finally, when Mulder suggested that she could fit on the bed with him, she had agreed to go home. Mulder's stomach had settled down to a dull ache. The only positive result of the evening was that the amount of aspirin he had absorbed into his bloodstream was finally sufficient to get rid of his headache. The whole experience had been an enormous drain on him and without really trying to, he drifted off. The dream came sometime just before morning. Up until that moment, he had been relaxed and finally getting a good night's sleep. Then, like a bucket of cold water, the dream flooded him with dread. He was standing in a hospital room. The walls were covered with liquid, flowing in patterns down the wall. It wasn't red, but somehow he recognized it as blood. He could feel his own terror tighten around his heart. It looked like the room Charlie had been in. He looked down at his own hands and they were holding on to legs. He was reliving the exorcism. The old men were chanting, one to his left, two on his right. They were dipping a feather in something red, probably the blood of a chicken, he thought wryly. They were painting something on Charlie's chest with the feather dipped in blood. He recognized the symbols. His mind kept telling him that it would soon be over. It had worked the last time, it would work again. But the feeling of dread would not leave, the vise would not let go of his heart. It was difficult to breath, and he felt he was losing his grip on Charlie's legs. "Hold him tighter," the old man on his right shouted gruffly and immediately returned to the chant. Mulder forced his hands to tighten around the thrashing legs before him. It was odd, he didn't remember Charlie being so big. It didn't look like a child's legs before him, it looked like a man's. Curiosity overcame Mulder. The old man had already warned him not to look at the child's face. But that was the last time. And now, Mulder couldn't help himself. He had to look. Slowly, he allowed his eyes to travel passed the chest with the markings, passed the old men's hands, working furiously, all the way to the face of the person laying prone on the bed in front of him. Mulder's scream could be heard at the nurses station at the end of the hallway. Arlington General Hospital Day 3 6:15 am Scully ran a hand through her hair. Glancing at her reflection in the polished metal doors of the elevator, she realized she had left her house without combing her hair. The phone call from the doctor had been upsetting enough, but the urgency in his voice told her she shouldn't waste anytime in getting to the hospital. It wasn't even 6:30 in the morning. When she got to Mulder's room, she found a guard sitting on a chair outside his door. She looked at him quizzically. He hadn't been there last night. Surely they weren't treating this as a serious suicide attempt? She would ask the doctor as soon as she found him. The guard put a hand up and stopped her from opening the door. "That's my friend in there," she told him coldly. "Don't care, miss. Doctor's orders. It's for your own safety," he added, implying there was something threatening behind the door. "What the hell are you talking about? Where is the doctor?" Scully asked and as she spun around on her heel, she almost bumped right into a tall man wearing surgical scrubs. He was not the same doctor who had admitted Mulder the night before. His shift would have ended by now, she reminded herself. "Agent Scully, I'm Dr. Pearson. I came on at 3 this morning. Dr. Malcolm had to leave, but I was treating Agent Mulder after the incident, as well, so I can explain the precautions." He led her over to a small alcove with chairs near the nurses station. The story the doctor told almost put Scully in a state of shock. Apparently, about 5 o'clock, Mulder had awakened from a nightmare. His screams brought the floor nurse running into his room. When she arrived, Mulder had pulled the IV out of his arm, had already overturned the heart monitor and was in the process of generally destroying everything in sight. The nurse stood in the doorway, and called for an orderly to try and restrain him. When she wasn't looking, Mulder tackled her, pinning her against the door, so that it could not be opened. According to the doctor, Mulder came very close to killing the woman. It took three orderlies and two doctors to get the door open and subdue him. The nurse was in surgery, she had suffered a broken nose, broken ribs and arm and a severe concussion. "I know you are both with the FBI," Dr. Pearson said quietly. "I did my residency at a VA hospital. I treated a lot of Vietnam Vets. Your partner could be exhibiting Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. Although it is rare, it could account for the violent behavior, the headaches, the nightmares. Dr. Malcolm, on the other hand, seems convinced that the problem is physiological. At any rate, we've scheduled a CAT Scan, and an EEG. Dr. Malcolm had been thinking of releasing him after the tests, but I think we should consider moving him to the psychiatric ward." He saw Scully catch her breath. He reached out and held her hand. "I know this is upsetting, Agent Scully, but I think they're better able to deal with these violent episodes up there." "May I see him?" Scully asked in a whisper. "I think it would be all right. We have him sedated. Please don't be upset by the restraints. It's for his safety, too. He sustained a number of bruises and lacerations during the episode. Fortunately, he didn't do any serious damage to himself, but we can't let it happen again." Scully took a deep breath before she opened the door, steeling herself. The room was almost bare. There were no pictures on the walls, no curtains or blinds at the window. Mulder was asleep. Just looking at his face, he seemed relaxed. If it hadn't been for the butterfly bandage holding together the three inch long gash just under his left eye, she would've assumed he had slept through the night. She looked around the room for a chair, but found nothing. She moved over to the bed and saw the straps across his legs, his chest and two holding his arms just above the wrists. She bit her lip to keep back the tears. Carefully avoiding the restraints, she sat on the edge of the bed and held his hand. She was trying to figure out what to do. She should be calling Skinner right now. Their superior would want to know what had happened, and besides, the hospital had probably filed a report with the police already. It would be far better for Mulder if she could explain the accidental overdose, the violent episode, even the nightmare, instead of Skinner reading someone's else's version. But what was she going to say? It was all so bizarre and terrifying. Mulder started to stir. Slowly he opened his eyes to mere slits and tried to focus on her. "Scully, zat you?" he said, slurring the words. His voice was heavy with sleep. "I'm right here, Mulder. Are you OK?" she asked. Her voice was trembling and she realized she sounded pretty scared. She hoped he was far enough 'out of it' that he wouldn't pick up on that. "I thought you went home. God, why do I feel so, . . . so fuzzy?" he complained. "They gave you some medicine to help you sleep." Simple answers were usually best when dealing with someone under the affects of heavy sedatives. He started to reach up, possibly to scratch his nose, she didn't know, but the restraint caught him by surprise. "What the hell. . ." Scully put her hand on his shoulder to hold him down, as well as try and comfort him. "Mulder, you had an episode. The doctors felt it was for your own safety to restrain you. So you couldn't hurt yourself," she added. She really didn't know how much he remembered. She hoped he didn't remember anything, but then again, he was the only one who could answer some of her questions. Mulder was fighting against the medicine now to come more fully to attention. His eyes were opened unnaturally wide, trying to bring them into focus. "Tell me." Keeping her emotions in a locked cabinet somewhere in her mind, Scully repeated as much of the details of the early morning as Dr. Pearson had told her. She tried to sound clinical, hoping it would lessen the impact. It didn't. By the time she finished, Mulder was choking back tears of fear and frustration. "How's the nurse?" he asked, almost too terrified to voice his concern. "She's still in surgery. They're setting the bones in her arm and nose. Dr. Pearson seemed to think she'll be all right, a full recovery." "My God, Dana, I could have killed. . ." his voice trailed off. Scully took a minute to compose herself. "Do you remember any of it?" "I remember the nightmare. But I don't remember waking up from it. I don't remember anything except waking up and seeing you sitting on the bed here." All the emotion and straining to pay attention had taken it's toll. The medication was quickly pulling him back under again. "The nightmare. . .Charlie. . .it was me in that bed. . ." he mumbled as his eyes closed and fell deeper and deeper into sleep. Scully had taken the time to go home to shower and dress before heading into the office. Somehow, she felt the distance, talking to Skinner about Mulder in the familiar confines of the office, would help her bring some rationality to the discussion. And she really didn't want the Assistant Director to see his maverick agent trussed to a bed like a homicidal maniac. It might be too convenient to just lock the door and throw away the key. She told the secretary that she had urgent business to discuss with the Assistant Director, then crossed her fingers and prayed she was getting there before any other reports had reached him. She glanced at her watch, it was just 8:00. Chances were good that her's would be the first report he would have on Mulder. Skinner looked up when she entered the room. "Yes Agent Scully, there's a problem?" he asked. Scully stood in the doorway and then very deliberately closed it behind her. She had been rehearsing her spiel all the way over, but now all the words had escaped her. "This wouldn't have anything to do with Agent Mulder's recent hospitalization, would it," he asked. Scully crossed the room and dropped to one of the two chairs. Too late. He knew. But how much did he know? "Yes, sir," she said. "I wanted to give you my report on Agent Mulder's . . .uh, illness." Skinner had a set of papers in front of him and started flipping through them. "I would appreciate any input you might have on this, Agent Scully. Your _professional_ assessment, of course." Well, that did it. In other words, no emotional outpourings, no plea for leniency, 'just the facts, ma'am'. She could hear the key in the lock. OK, take the medical approach. "Sir, if you have any information from the doctors on this case, I think you will find that there is a difference of opinion. One doctor, Dr. Malcolm, treated Agent Mulder for an accidental overdose of aspirin. He believes that Mulder's irrational behavior is the result of some sort of brain malfunction, possibly even a tumor. Dr. Pearson, a second physician who was called in this morning, has treated veterans suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. He feels Mulder is suffering from that illness, possibly as a side effect of one of our cases." There, now he knew what she knew. "And what is your opinion on this, Scully?" She almost had to laugh, those were Mulder's words, that was Mulder's line. He had used it on her so often that now it had been reduced to a simple raise of his eyebrow. Oh, he sometimes still voiced it, but he no longer needed to. It sounded funny coming from Skinner. Funny, but very threatening, too. "Sir, I am inclined to support Dr. Malcolm's diagnosis. He wants to perform a brain scan and an EEG. I feel these tests might support the hypothesis that there is a physical, medical reason behind Agent Mulder's recent illness." Skinner was silent for a moment. "Well, it goes without saying that Agent Mulder is on medical leave until this matter is settled. I've been informed that the nurse he attacked does not intend to press charges, so that will have no effect on his record. Scully, I know that I haven't always backed Mulder on some of his wilder escapades, but I value him as an agent. We don't have enough talented agents around here to just 'throw one away'. I trust you to do whatever it takes to make sure Mulder makes a full recovery and returns to work as soon as possible." He was leaving it in her hands. She almost felt the key to the door in her hand. The Director's voice brought her back to the room. "If that is all, Agent Scully, I think you have some work to do," he said, dismissing her. Scully spent the morning digging through medical journal entries on violent behavior. Most of them included documentation in the form of x-rays and MRI's. She decided to read up as much as she could on the treatment of such disorders, she was fairly certain that was what they were up against. It was a little past noon when she went back to the hospital to see what tests had been performed and what the results were. The nurse at the desk told her that Dr. Pearson had ordered the tests early, but that the results weren't back. Dr. Pearson himself was off duty and it would be a few hours before Dr. Malcolm came in. In the meantime, Mulder had indeed been moved to the 8th floor of the hospital, the psych ward. The door to Mulder's room was locked, but not guarded. The nurse knocked once and then unlocked the door. A couple of orderlies were trying to appear inconspicuous in the hallway, but they had obviously been alerted to watch for any trouble from Room 843. Scully felt a red flush grow up her cheeks as she thought about all this security to guard a person she had often trusted with her very life. The whole idea was very unsettling. Mulder was sitting up on his bed. The restraints were off, but the bed was equipped with them, just in case. The room was brightly colored, with a bright abstract design on the wall paper, but there was little furniture and what was there was bolted to the floor. Blinds concealed the almost imperceptible bars on the windows. When he heard the door open, Mulder looked up, recognized his partner and broke out in a huge grin. "Hey, Scully, welcome to the cuckoo's nest!" Scully smiled. The sedative had obviously worn off, he was definitely lucid. The grin didn't hide the worry and frustration in his eyes, but was there to assure her that he hadn't really lost it. Not yet, anyway. Scully purposefully ignored the chair and opted to sit next to him on the bed. She wanted him to know she was not afraid of him, that she didn't think he had turned into a monster. "Hey, yourself," she answered brightly. As the nurse left, she nodded toward the door. "How is Nurse Ratchet, by the way?" "Oh, she's OK. Not exactly 'cover girl' material, but she hasn't pulled a gun on me, yet, so I guess we're getting along." He grew more serious. "So what did Skinner say?" His perceptions never ceased to amaze her. "He said you are officially on medical leave," she said. "Big surprise," he said flatly. "But he also said that we can't afford to lose any 'talented' agents and that I am to get you well and back to work ASAP," she said with a sly smile. "Gosh, and I didn't think he cared," Mulder said, leaning back on his pillows. He was joking, but she could see the relief in his eyes. He probably figured this was the straw to break the camel's back. "Did you have fun getting your CAT Scan," she asked, teasingly. "Oh, yeah, and by the way, they don't think it was eye strain, but it was a great try, Scully. The EEG is scheduled for tomorrow morning. I get to stay awake all night. Just like at home." He looked down at his hands, he was wanting to say something, but wasn't sure how she would react. "Mulder, out with it. What do you want to say?" she ordered. "It's just. . .I don't think they'll find anything, Scully. I don't think this is medical." Scully looked at him, slightly confused. "You think it's psychological? Are you having flashbacks or something?" "No, I don't think it's exactly psychological, either. I think there's something else at work here, but I'm afraid you aren't going to like it and I doubt sincerely if I can make you believe it. Which is a big problem, because I need your help desperately, Dana." He had reached out and taken her hand in his. "Mulder, what is it? You know I will do everything in my power to help you. Haven't I always?" She was a little hurt at his implication. "Yes, you have. But this time, I'm asking you to believe me and believe in something I know is possible, but I don't think you do. It isn't very scientific. As a matter of fact, it's pretty scary. I'm not real comfortable even talking about it, but we have to." "Mulder, quit softening me up and spit it out!" "Do you remember Charlie Holvey?" With that beginning, Mulder launched into an explanation of what actually happened that night in the hospital room with Charlie. This time, he didn't leave out the fact that he had looked into Charlie's, or whatever's, eyes and that he had known the evil and the evil knew him. Then, he told her of his visit to the Holvey house, and how Charlie tried to warn him. Finally, he told her every detail of the dream he had that morning and how it was his body lying in the hospital bed, being possessed and having an exorcism performed upon him. When he was finished, he sat forward on the bed, anxious to hear what she thought. "Mulder," Scully began. He immediately threw up his hand to stop her. Just that one word, his name, the tone she had used, told him all he needed to know. She wasn't going to buy it. Not now, probably not ever. "That's OK. It was a long shot, anyway," he said glumly. That made her angry. "Look, just because you had a dream about a case three months ago does not mean you have been possessed by the devil, Mulder! As a matter of fact, it tends to substantiate Dr. Pearson's theory of PTSS. I had no idea that case affected you as deeply as it did, but now that we know that, we can proceed. We are going to lick this, you and I. I don't know if you realize how much I depend on you. I don't just want you to be well, I need you to be well, for my own sake. Now, let's start approaching this thing rationally and I think we can get you better before either of us lose too much time." Mulder had fallen back on his pillows. He looked totally drained, and totally without hope. The look in his eyes worried her. "Can I bring you anything from home?" she asked, hoping a change of subject might lift the gloom that had settled over them. "Yeah, my address book. I need Maggie Holvey's phone number," he said quietly. Scully sighed. "I don't think that's a good idea, Mulder. I think it would be very counterproductive to your recovery." "Fine, Scully. I don't need anything else. I don't want anything else. I. . .ah I really want to just think for a while, if you don't mind." And with that he turned away from her and didn't speak again. "Mulder," she said, trying to get his attention. "Come on, Mulder, don't do this. Don't shut me out like this," she pleaded. He made no attempt to answer, he just sat looking out the window. "OK. If that's the way you want to play it," she said angrily. "I'll be back tomorrow and I expect to talk to you. I also expect you to talk to me. I don't think that's too much to expect from a partner and friend. I am going to get you well, Mulder, whether you like it or not!" She got off the bed and stormed out the door. Scully fumed all the way home. For the first few miles, she was angry at Mulder. Then, at a particularly long stoplight, she realized that she was angry at a man who was in no emotional condition to think rationally. She was angry at someone because they were sick. And to make matters worse, that someone was her best friend, and was depending on her to understand. All of a sudden all the anger she had directed at Mulder reversed itself and fell square on her own shoulders. The rest of the ride home was a big, red blur. As she pulled into her parking space, she noticed a familiar blue Saturn parked on the street. Great! Just what she needed! Her sister Melissa was over for a visit. Usually, Scully would have been glad to see Melissa. She was her older sister, and although they almost never agreed, they still had a good time together. Mel was a free spirit, the antithesis of Dana's controlled and orderly lifestyle. The really funny part was, Mel was even more 'spooky' than Mulder, a fact he pointed out to Dana everytime the subject of her sister came up. Chalk it up to opposites getting along, Dana's mother had always said. But in light of the recent argument at the hospital and her overall concern for Mulder and the fact that all told, she was running on about 4 hours of sleep, Scully just was not in the mood for a 'mind altering' experience in the form of her sister. She knew that wouldn't stop Melissa. Melissa had let herself into the apartment. Dana didn't mind, Mel usually took care of her plants when she and Mulder were on a long case. Mel sat in the middle of Dana's living room floor, in the lotus position, to be exact. Her eyes were closed and she was swaying slightly, as if in a gentle breeze. She didn't acknowledge Dana's presence at first but waited until Dana had taken off her jacket and put away her purse. "So how is he?" Melissa asked, without even a greeting. "How's who?" Dana asked, immediately suspicious. What did Melissa know about this? What could she know? "Fox. Your partner. The guy who believes in UFO's and you still hang out with him. Oh, excuse me, you call him Mulder, don't you?" Melissa was talking, but her eyes were still closed, she was still swaying. "What makes you ask?" Dana retorted. This line of questioning was beginning to annoy her, but then, that wasn't hard to do right then. "Well, I ask because he knocked me out of bed this morning and I wondered if he was all right," Mel said, finally opening her eyes to look directly at her sister. "How could he have knocked you out of bed. You were nowhere near him!" Dana fumed. "Well, I was sound asleep, having a really great dream where I was the Mistress of the Universe and had just banned all acts of violence, when all of a sudden, I get a flash and hear a blood curdling scream, as Granny Rosie used to say. It was definitely Fox. I don't remember seeing or hearing him that upset since you were in the hospital. He was completely terrified and utterly hopeless. I couldn't stop crying for an hour. I was late for work." She stopped and caught her breath. "So what happened? Or do you even know?" Dana sat down on the couch just across from her sister. She didn't really want to, but found herself retelling the whole story, as she knew it, to Melissa. She ended it with the argument they had before she left the hospital. Melissa sat in rapt attention. After Dana was finished talking Melissa got up and walked over to the kitchen, got her sister a glass of water, and sat on the edge of the couch. Dana hadn't even realized she was thirsty. She took the water gratefully. "Well, what do you think?" Melissa asked, after Dana had drained the glass. "I told you what I think. I think it's medical. Either it's a structure in the brain or maybe it is traumatic stress syndrome. God knows he's been through a few battles. It could be taking it's toll on him," Dana surmised. "And you've been through most of the same battles, unless I'm mistaken. How come you haven't attacked anyone?" "I don't know that I won't at some time. This kind of thing affects everyone differently. Anything might have triggered it. Mulder said he had been thinking about a case we finished three months ago. Real disturbing. A two year old was killed in a freak accident, then the boy's father and grandmother both died under unusual circumstances. The only members of the family left are a 10 year old boy and his mother. I know I had nightmares about it for a while. It just seemed to have impacted Mulder more than me." "And what does Mulder think? I mean the guy is a psychologist, he must have some idea as to what might be affecting him." Scully bit her lip. That was the real rub. But she had gone this far. . . "Mulder thinks it's. . . he thinks it's spiritual." "*Spiritual*?" Melissa repeated, not sure she had heard it correctly. "He thinks he has been possessed by a demon. The same demon he claims had possessed the 10 year old boy, Charlie," Dana said, getting up and putting her glass in the sink in the kitchen. By her tone, it was obvious that she did not subscribe to Mulder's theory. "And you blew him off," Melissa said, in a matter of fact tone. "I simply told him it was not going to help in his recovery!" Dana fumed. "Melissa, he is having blackouts. He is having severe headaches that are causing him to do harm to himself and others. He almost killed himself last night and almost killed a nurse this morning. He isn't spitting out green stuff and turning his head around on his shoulders! Would you please look at this rationally, for once in your life!" "My God, it must be nice to be so intellectually superior! I'm glad I'm your sister. Being your friend would be sheer Hell," Melissa countered, wounded by her sister's words. The two women stood glaring at each other for what seemed like hours. Finally Dana melted. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound so, so. . ." "God-like?" Melissa offered, but her tone had softened and her eyes were smiling. "I was going to say 'bitchy', actually," Dana said firmly. "I just can't fall into his delusion, Mel. It could cost him his life." She fell back onto the couch. Staying awake had seemed like a simple enough task. Mulder never fell asleep before 1 or 2 in the morning, unless he was sick, or injured. But here he was, barely 8:30 and he was having a terrible time just keeping his eyes open. Damn it, they just wanted him to stay up so they could make him fall asleep in the morning, he told himself. Why couldn't they just let him fall asleep now, and do the test and get it over with? It was only logical. Scully would be so proud! Thinking about Scully still hurt. They had arguments before and at the time, they had seemed just as important. But this was his life they were debating and he needed her to help him. But you can't ask a leopard to change their spots! The thought of Scully covered with spots that kept changing color made him chuckle softly. He really was losing it, now. There was a soft knock on his door. He didn't figure it was Scully, she would still be too mad at him. It was probably Dr. Malcolm or the ward psychiatrist, Dr. Gleason. She was nice. Enough to make him consider a real practice, someday. If he made it through his current experience, of course. "I'm decent," he called to the door. "I know better," Melissa said, entering the doorway with the floor nurse close behind. The nurse was there to ensure that Mulder was calm enough to have visitors. He seemed relaxed, but she showed Melissa the emergency call button, just in case and left them alone. "So, another Scully. I must have hit the jackpot," Mulder said, half-joking. "And how are you, Fox?" Melissa asked and started toward him. Halfway across the room she stopped cold in her tracks. She cringed as she looked at him. "My God, you're right. The evil in this room is absolutely oppressive!" she muttered. "That isn't evil, Melissa, it's 'Poison', my aftershave. I spilled some on the mattress after my shower," Mulder quipped. His eyes, however, told a different story. If Melissa sensed the evil, it was there. He had been right. It gave him no comfort whatsoever. "Don't, Fox. This is too important," she pleaded. "What can I do to help?" "Turn yourself into your sister?" Mulder offered. He regretted the words the minute they were said. "I'm sorry, Melissa. Waking up shackled to your bed tends to make one a little grumpy, I guess. There is nothing you can do, honestly. Just keep thinking good thoughts, or whatever you do. It may not help, but it probably won't hurt as much as cracking my skull open and fishing around in my brain." "Fox, I know some people. I think some of them might be in a position to help you. The problem is getting them up on this floor. They aren't exactly what one might call normal looking and quite frankly, I don't think they'd feel all that comfortable on a psych ward, anyway." "It's funny you should say that. I feel right at home, here," Mulder replied sarcastically. "No, Melissa, I know who can help me. Your sister, my partner, knows who can help me. I doubt that you know them, unless you move in stranger circles than I thought. But thanks for the offer. I do appreciate it. Too bad I'm so old, I'd ask your mom to adopt me." "Don't you get it, Fox? We already have," Melissa said softly and went over to kiss him gently on the forehead. "Rest well, Fox. And if I can help, call me, OK?" The visit by Melissa had at least accomplished one thing, it woke him up, for a while. But by 1 o'clock, his normal bedtime, he was getting entirely too sleepy. He buzzed the nurse to warn her, she promised to come in as often as she could to check on him. By 1:15, he was sound asleep. The dream came shortly thereafter. It was the same dream, the same result. The nurse, prepared for every contingency, brought reinforcements with her when she entered his room. No one could figure how he had managed to get the table unbolted from the floor, or how he managed to throw it against the window. The glass shattered, littering the carpet with razor sharp shards, but the bars remained intact. Mulder had run around the room, in an absolute tirade of violence. His feet were cut severely and he was bleeding so much that the carpet was soaked with red in places. It took two hypodermic injections to calm him, twice the amount that had succeeded in knocking him senseless just that morning. Dr. Gleason called Scully as soon as he was securely restrained and the room was cleaned up. At least this time, the only casualty was Mulder himself. When Scully arrived, the doctor had just finished suturing the last of the deep gashes on Mulder's feet and legs. The doctor had ordered a unit of blood to replace all that had been lost. Again, the straps were in place across his legs, his chest and at his wrists. He was so heavily sedated that it took Scully a minute to find his pulse. She sat down on the edge of the bed again (the chair was another casualty) and wept openly. This time, Mulder didn't wake up. He only slept. Arlington General Hospital Day 4 2:06 pm Mulder woke up in the middle of the afternoon. He felt horrible. He was sick to his stomach, his feet hurt, his eyes couldn't take the light. He squinted and just barely made out a figure sitting on the edge of the bed. "Scully?" he said, trying very hard not to slur. "No, Mr. Mulder, it's Maggie. Maggie Holvey. Agent Scully called me this morning. I contacted my mother's friends. They came immediately." "How did they get on the floor?" Mulder asked. It was clear he wasn't thinking rationally, but then, he had been through a lot. "Agent Scully told the hospital administrators that they were specialists brought in by the FBI," Mrs. Holvey said, in her lilting accent. Mulder grinned at the thought. "Where is Scully, ah, I mean Agent Scully?" he asked. Suddenly he missed her very much. "She just left the room for a minute and asked that I stay in case you woke up." She glanced at her watch. "Actually, I have to be picking up Charlie at school in a little while. I just wanted to make sure you are feeling better." Mulder was too groggy to understand her meaning. Somewhere, in the distance, he heard a door click and open. Maggie Holvey got up and he could hear muffled voices, but the light in his eyes prevented him from seeing who it was that was talking. He drifted off to sleep again. It was dark outside the window when Mulder woke up again. This time, he wasn't nearly as groggy and the light no longer hurt his eyes. He looked over and saw Scully, sitting in a chair, looking at him. He reached up to touch her shoulder, and noticed that he was no longer restrained. "So what happened?" he asked, motioning to his now free wrist. "Let's just say we called in some specialists and leave it at that," Scully said mysteriously. "Were they your specialists, or my specialists?" he asked pointedly. "They were specialists that knew what they were doing," Scully said, evading the question. He was fairly certain he knew who they were, but he also knew she was not going to admit to calling them. Still, he couldn't resist teasing her about it. "I didn't think you believed in those 'specialists', Scully. I thought it went against your belief in a perfect, ordered, scientific universe." He was definitely feeling his oats, now. "Mulder, it doesn't matter if *I* believe. I had enough psychology in med school to know that it only matters what *you* believed. And you believed that you were possessed. Therefore, to cure you, I gave you what you thought you needed. Hence, the specialists." She wasn't going to budge an inch. "Did you watch?" he asked, suddenly fearful for her. "No. I stood watch outside the door. They refused to let me in. One of them kept muttering that he wasn't going to go through this again." Mulder laughed. "Good. I have to agree with him!" He let his thoughts flow a minute. It had been frightening, exhausting, draining, but now that it was over, he felt free, totally free. He really felt better, just as Maggie Holvey had said. "So when do I get out of here? You know how I hate these places," he hinted, none too subtle. "Hold on there, buckaroo. We tried it your way, now we try it my way. You are still scheduled for a complete battery of tests. Between that, and your stitches in your feet, you are going to be holed up here for a week, maybe two. But I do have a surprise," she said over his groaning. "Since we are almost positive that this was not caused by eye strain, I brought all the expense reports that you've been avoiding for the last three months and I am letting you use my laptop for the time you are in here. You can set up a little office and get all kinds of paperwork done. Won't that be great?" Mulder closed his eyes and shook his head. "Can I go back to being possessed?" The end Vickie Moseley