TITLE: "New Millennium: Wedding Marches and First Dances" BY: Vickie Moseley and Ten E-MAIL ADDRESSES: vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com and kristena@ocean.com.au CATEGORY: V; MSR (Married); AU RATING: R to be on the safe side - for consensual adult situations and some language SUMMARY: The lead up to Mulder and Scully's renewal of vows, including the introduction of the new X- Files agent, then The Day, the reception and the wedding night . TIMESPAN/SPOILER WARNING: This is part our "New Millennium" series, which goes into alternate universe after 'Millennium' (with Mulder and Scully getting married). Mulder still gets abducted in Oregon, but only for six weeks, and the new agents we're introducing to the X-Files are our own creations. At the start of this story, Scully is about four months pregnant and planning their renewal of vows. The stories are on Ten's website (see below). As self-contained as we try to make each installment, reading the others first would probably be a good idea ;) ARCHIVE INFO: It goes to Gossamer through xff. Can be archived anywhere as long as our names, addys and disclaimer stay intact. FEEDBACK: Love it. DISCLAIMER: The X-Files, the episodes referred to, Mulder and Scully and all other characters from the show belong to Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Broadcasting, and are used without permission. No copyright infringement is intended, no profit will be gained. Characters not recognized from the show are ours. xXx Mulder's point of view: The countdown Sometime before the wedding I admit to being a little shell-shocked when I walked out of Skinner's office. It was bad enough waking up from a living nightmare to discover I had already been replaced by one agent. Mind you, my loving wife had reassured me that Agent Michels was _not_ my replacement, merely an extra pair of hands. And Michels had proven herself useful, helping Scully during an incredibly stressful period. But almost all of the cases Scully and I would have investigated had received 'desk reviews' or had been shelved due to the ongoing search for yours truly. So I come home to find out that not only do we have a new person in the office, not much has been done in my absence. Now, not 3 hours since setting foot in the Hoover again, I'm told we'll be adding another member to our 'team'. How we got from 'partners' and the scourge of the Bureau to 'Team X Files' I will never know. But beyond that, I now have to go to tell my wife that we're going to be moving offices, adding a new person and all this while she's knee deep in preparations for our wedding. I just got to feeling really good and now I'm gonna get my ass kicked by a 5 foot 2 pregnant woman! So I decided discretion, or in this case, procrastination, was the better part of valor. I made a trip up to the labs to say hi to a few people who admit to knowing me. Danny was thrilled to see me back at work, it's been a long play-off season for baseball without my connections to get him good seats. He was beginning to fear for football and basketball as well, but I reassured him that soon the universe, as we knew it would be back in order. I even made a pass through the cafeteria to grab a cup of fairly bad coffee. One would think that in the three months I'd been gone and on medical leave, someone would have changed the filter in the coffee urn. Or maybe it was just that Scully has been spoiling me lately. Anyway, after glancing at my watch and realizing it was getting close to my doctor appointed quitting time, I knew I couldn't put it off any longer. I trudged woefully down to the basement, thought twice about opening the door, almost ran back up the stairs, but finally walked hesitantly into our office. Michels was sitting at her table, near the back room. Basically, since I was back, I sat at my desk and Scully sat at hers. I guess while I'd been gone Scully had been sitting at my desk and given Michels hers. Suddenly I had to get Michels a desk and some new bozo one, too? This was asking too much of some guy on his first day back in months! Scully was on the phone and did not look pleased. "No, no, no. I told you, the place will be crawling with roses! I don't want _more_ roses. I want carnations and lilies. Yes, I said lilies, white lilies, cannas, Easter, I don't care, just white lilies. Oh, come now, there must be some South American country where lilies are blooming at this time of year! NO, I can't hold . . . fuck! The bastard put me on hold again!" I bit my lip and slunk into my chair. Michels looked up from the file she was pretending to read and gave me a sympathetic half smile. "Has this been going on long?" I asked in a voice that I hoped would go undetected by the whirling dervish at the desk just inches away. "About half an hour," Michels whispered back. "But she's only called two florists in that time." "And no body has lilies, I take it," I deducted from the way the one-sided conversation was going. "I guess you have to order them in the spring. Or move to Argentina," Michels answered, then looked embarrassed by her 'intrusion'. "Not that I'm eavesdropping, of course!" "No, of course not," I said with a shake of my head. At that exact moment, Scully slammed down the phone. "That tears it. I have to waste a perfectly good lunch hour running all over Georgetown to find white lilies!" "Scully, why don't you get some other flower," I suggested meekly. "Maybe something in season. Like those big mums I've seen in flower shop windows." You would have thought I'd offered to marry her in the nude! No, come to think of it, she probably would have jumped at that offer. Unfortunately, the offer I made just had her jump down my throat. "Football mums!" she howled. "You honestly want to marry me when I'll be carrying football mums in my bridal bouquet?" "Probably . . . not?" I replied quickly, sensing impending doom no matter what my response had been. "Mulder, if you want to help, call the tux rental place and make sure they have the sizes that Charlie and Bill faxed them yesterday. And please, leave the flowers to me!" With that pronouncement, she tugged her purse out of the bottom desk drawer and stormed out of the office. Three seconds later, she was back. "Will you hurry up? I have to drop you off at home and then find the lilies." "Scully, I'm feeling pretty good. Maybe I can try to make it . . ." "Don't even start, Mulder. Move it, and I mean now!" I looked over at Michels for some moral support. The poor woman had her nose buried so deep in the file folder she was in danger of smearing the ink. No help from that quarter. Quietly, I gathered my jacket and followed her out the door. The discussion of a new agent was just going to have to wait. I spent the afternoon puttering around the house. I was still really getting used to the place when I went missing, so it was time to really figure it out. I liked how Scully had set up the kitchen almost exactly as we had it at her apartment. I could find almost everything. The pantry, which I remember as a huge empty room, was kind of neat and cozy with cans and boxes on the shelves. I found a case of my favorite bottled iced tea and a box of pop tarts. Since Scully had set out some left-overs for my lunch, I decided the pop tarts would make a fair dessert. Then I went about finding the ingredients for my famous Mulder spaghetti, which I planned to surprise Scully with when she got home from a hard day of hunting the illusive white lily. I must have dozed off, but fortunately I'd put the sauce on simmer. Scully was standing over the pot with a spoon halfway to her lips when I reached around her and gave her a hug. She jerked, but didn't drop the spoon. "You were supposed to be resting," she scolded me, but I knew she didn't mean it. "I was resting, I just woke up," I reminded her. After a few 'hello' kisses, we both put the rest of the dinner on the table and sat down to eat. I got up the nerve to ask her about the lilies. "I found them in a shop right downtown," she said with a relieved sigh. "They're a little expensive this time of year . . ." "Money is no object," I quoted yet again. I wanted this wedding to be something she always remembered, but in a good way -- not complete with zombie scratches and borrowed rings. "So, you never said what Skinner wanted this morning. Just a 'welcome back' speech?" she asked. Well, since she'd brought it up . . . "Not exactly. That, of course, but he had something else to talk about." "Not a new case? The doctor hasn't released you for field duty yet." "No, actually, nothing to do with my going out to the field or a new case. There's no other way to say this: they're sending us another one." She stared at me blankly. "Another 'what'?" "Agent, Scully. We're getting another one." She still wasn't clued in to what I was talking about. "Scully, Skinner assigned a new agent to the X files," I said, picking up my plate and hers and taking them to the sink to rinse before putting them in the dishwasher. "Yes, Andrea Michels," she replied with a confused expression. "No, Calvin Wolfe. Fairly young, definitely male." She crossed her arms and gave me the look. I was a little resentful. Where was Skinner, shouldn't he have gotten 'the look' instead of me? I was an innocent bystander in this whole parade of agents, after all! "Two more agents? Where the hell are we going to put them, dangle them from the ceiling tiles? Oh, wait, that's where the bugs are, we can't mess up our covert surveillance, can we?" I saved the nice serving bowl I'd put the sauce in by grabbing it out of her hands before she had the chance to dash it to the floor. "Scully, we're getting a new office, too. Well, really, they're tearing out the wall between our office and the janitor's closet and making us a 'suite'. X Files meets 'Trading Places'," I said with a grin. "You and I both have our own offices and the two new kids get desks out in the 'common area'. Our own little bullpit, Scully. And while all the dust and hammering is going on, we'll move to some temporary quarters up on the fourth or fifth floor." I closed the dishwasher door and turned to take her in a hug. "I think this was meant as some kind of promotion." She reared back from me, giving me a hard look. "You seem awfully calm about this," she retorted. "I'll admit, I was a little peeved," I countered. At her raised eyebrow, I relented a little more. "OK, I was totally pissed off." "So what changed your mind?" she asked, still regarding me like a bug under a microscope. I dropped my hand from her back and slid it around so that it was resting on her stomach -- right over our unborn child. I rubbed her tummy for a moment, looking only into her eyes. She nodded, as understanding and acceptance finally overwhelmed her. We spoke no more of it that evening. We were much too busy with other activities to care. xXx Scully's journal - T minus a few days and counting: My mind keeps running over the list of things I still need to do and get in order for all to be prepared for The Day. I'm probably giving myself and the baby a headache, even Mulder too, though our 'link' seems to be quiet at the moment. Perhaps we've just been too busy to use it. So to try to throw my racing thoughts into reverse, I start thinking of the things that are already done. I have the perfect dress. Empire line, so there is no waist to worry about adjusting. I know how I want my hair done - piled in curls to match the era. Sort of how you see it in those adaptations of Jane Austin's novels. No veil. Mulder bought me a beautiful hair comb as a present that I'm going to wear as well. He found it in a little shop in Georgetown - it has pieces of Cowrie shells inlaid in it, and the colors are incredible. Iridescent blues and greens like those found in a peacock's tail. Trust Mulder to find something so beautiful and unusual. With a lot of effort I was able to find lilies to go in my bouquet. I nearly had to instigate an APB to find some, but it was worth it. I didn't even HAVE a bouquet the first time we got married, so I wanted one this time. The groom. Definitely got him! Check. My man saw that I had scheduled naptime into the morning of the wedding and he joked, "You're so organized that I wouldn't be surprised if you have a bucket wreathed with flowers sitting near us when we're making our vows, in case you get morning sickness!" And we have the wedding rings. When Mulder came back from his abduction without his ring, I had planned to get him another. But Mulder's 'friend' from the UFO appeared to him and gave it back. I'm just glad that the depression that my husband was sliding into has been halted. The frequency of his nightmares has eased and he hasn't tried to sleep out on the couch again. xXx One more day, one more day . . . . I need a break from thinking about The Wedding for at least an hour or so. Our new X-Files agent, Cal, is doing very well. He and Andrea are coming to the wedding (not together, apparently). I was tempted to ask him to be the main usher, thanks to his beautiful manners. Strange to think that he hasn't been with us for very long. On Agent Callum Wolfe's first day, Mulder and I decided to meet the new guy together, and then introduce him to Michels in a few hours. So we sent her off to do some research. As she left, I heard her mutter: "A fox AND a wolf. Great . . . ." She probably suspected that her request for a transfer was going to be denied, so she wasn't in the greatest mood to begin with. But soon we might be able to finally give her some field experience, which will help her odds of success the next time she applies for a transfer. ("Might make them into 'evens'," Mulder had joked to me.) If Andrea Michels looks a bit like that lovely Lucy Lui from 'Charlie's Angels', then Callum Wolfe looks like that gorgeous Tom Wellings from 'Judging Amy'. That actor deserves his own series, and I hope he gets it soon! As a leading man he'd be super. Our new agent came in, confident and smiling, shaking our hands. "It's an honor to meet you both. Cal Wolfe reporting for duty." It looked like he was still keeping up whatever exercise regime he had when he served in the Marines, though fortunately not the crew cut. Muscular, but not overly so, at least as far as I could tell in his well-tailored suit. And he carried himself well. "You'll get to meet the other member of the team, Agent Michels, soon," I explained. Mulder gestured at an empty seat, while we both moved to sit in our own, but this young agent came around and held my chair out for me. My husband wasn't the only one who blinked in surprise. "Thank you," I said, and sat, wondering if he was being over- solicitous to the pregnant woman - but not many people at the Bureau knew about my condition at that stage. Perhaps some major sucking up then, but as Cal Wolfe took his chair in front of us, he seemed to be genuine. Well, well . . . . Mulder cut right to the chase. "Your file makes mention of a very interesting incident in the Australian Outback when you were younger," he said. Wolfe nodded, not looking embarrassed or uncomfortable about the subject being raised. "Up close with a UFO." "I'd like to hear more about your encounter, if that's all right. The details are a little sketchy." "Sure. Jump in with questions when you like. Twenty years ago I was on a camping trip in the Australian Outback with one of my uncles." So he was twelve when it happened. That age seems to be the charm . . . . Wolfe went on to explain that on the third night they had stopped at a camping site that was fairly off the beaten track, and they were the only people around. "Uncle Rob and I were sitting outside his caravan, looking at the stars. I wanted him to get his telescope out so we could have an even better look, but he checked his watch and said it was late, or late for me to be up, anyway, and that we could get out the telescope on the next night. It was 11.31 pm." The young agent paused for a moment, asking with his eyes whether we had any questions. Then he continued. "As my uncle was getting up, he stared off eastward. I looked, and there was something in the sky over the horizon. It was not a star. It was large and blue, triangular, and had these incredible colors - red, yellow, orange - flashing across it. We just stared. Uncle Rob grabbed my hand. I'm not sure if he was about to pick me up and run in the car or what. I wanted to get a camera or binoculars, but before either of us could say or do anything, the UFO moved towards us and suddenly it was right overhead, just hovering. It hadn't made a sound. It moved incredibly fast and smoothly, and seemed to take up about a third of the sky." Wolfe gave us a frank look. "Honestly, I was too amazed to be frightened." "Then there was a bright light? Cool and hot at the same time, according to your file," Mulder said. "Yes. It seemed to come from the middle of the underbelly of the craft. It didn't hurt. There were so many colors - even some I'm not sure actually exist! Not here, anyway. My uncle said the same later. Then the light was gone and we couldn't see anything. Not the craft or the stars or each other. I could feel Uncle Rob still holding onto my hand and he was asking me if I was all right. He said he couldn't see either. Then I started to feel frightened that I was blind for good, but a few seconds later our sight began to come back. There was no sign of the UFO and once Uncle Rob was sure that I was okay, he looked at his watch. Since he'd looked at it just before the craft appeared, we knew for sure that nine minutes had gone. The next morning, we couldn't see any trace of anything strange or different at the camp." "The top of the caravan wasn't scorched?" Mulder asked. "Not that I know of," Wolfe replied. "I wish my uncle was still alive - he died seven years ago. It would be an interesting question to ask him. And ever since that night, I've wanted to know more. That UFO was incredible. Beautiful." "Trust me, they're not as nice on the inside," my husband told him without a trace of wryness, a comment to which Wolfe nodded seriously in response. "I wasn't taken or mindwiped. No implants or probes. Same with Uncle Rob." Mulder said, "Those who experience only nine minutes of missing time rarely are abducted. Agent Scully and I have had the 'nine minuters' happen to us at least twice together." "So you believe in UFOs and aliens," I asked Wolfe. "Absolutely," he replied without hesitation. "The craft I saw was too large and incredible to be made by humans." "And do you believe in anything else paranormal?" "It's a large and strange world. I'm sure there is a lot out there. I guess I'm more 'show me first' with such things, but I wouldn't dismiss them out of hand either." It sounded like he'll be quicker on the paranormal uptake than me. But at least he won't swallow things whole without checking first. And since then I have found that Wolfe is the real deal. His manners are so polished that they shine, yet there is no fakery or snobbery in his manner. Like Mulder, he comes from money but doesn't act like it. And like Mulder, others might find his ideas and ideals somewhat strange, but he doesn't care. There are also signs of steel under that silk exterior. As for Andrea . . . . I still remember the looks that Michels gave Wolfe when he kept standing up when she entered the room, and with the chair thing. Then there was the first time that I sent them off together on an errand. Mulder was out of the office, and Wolfe escorted Michels through the doorway, putting his hand on her back. I saw Andrea stiffen at the contact and I knew what was about to happen. Before she could whirl around and give him a piece of her mind or the whole of her fist, I hastily called out her name. Both of them turned and looked at me, startled. "Michels, I need to see you. Wolfe, go out to the car; she'll be with you in a minute." "Okay." He looked puzzled, but too polite to call me on it. Though I'm sure that if I was a suspect or a witness he'd have found a way. "Excuse me." As soon as he was gone, Michels exploded. "Did you see that? How dare he do that!" "Andrea! Calm down and sit down for a moment. I've been watching him and I saw that. I can assure you he didn't mean anything by it other than courtesy. There was no impropriety or pawing. He was simply being a gentleman." "A gentleman?" she spluttered in disbelief. "Yes, and they're such a dying breed that we don't tend to recognize one when we see him." "Has he never heard of women's liberation? And there was no need to touch me. I can get through a doorway by myself - I don't need to be guided!" she said, fuming. "Yes, we are capable of doing things for ourselves, but this is simply a chivalrous gesture. It was sweet. Mulder used to do that with me. He still does." The expression on Michels' face said: 'Yes, and look how that's turned out! I rest my case.' But she held her tongue. I couldn't help but suggest with a grin, "Next time, how about you hold the door for him and say 'My turn,' and that will also give you the chance to check out his rear when he goes through." She stared at me, wondering if she had heard correctly. "I'm joking, Andrea. Though I have heard that a lot of women in this building do just that when he's walking by." She considered for a moment, then started laughing. I continued, "I think that he has just been raised in a very old-fashioned way, and that's not to say it's wrong. However, if the hand moves any lower or higher when he escorts you through a doorway or he does anything inappropriate, then you have my full permission to deck him. And of course, if you really do have a problem with Wolfe touching you, let him know. Then tell me if it still continues and I'll take action." Andrea nodded, looking mollified. "I understand." "Good. Now your partner is waiting." A day after that, when we were alone in the office again, I asked how things were on that front. Michels gave a wry smile. "All right. I'd call him KISA for 'Knight In Shining Armour', however the sound of it could be misconstrued. I know Marines are supposed to have impeccable manners but this is off the scale! Lucky for him he was never in a real battle situation, otherwise he'd insist that the opposition shoot at him first . . . . 'After you . . . .'" I commented, "It does say something about him that he has maintained that level of politeness and gallantry. Marines do get impeccable manners drilled into them at boot camp, but it comes across as very stiff and formal. With Cal, it's so natural, like he's been doing it for all of his life. And I think when the situation calls for it, he's up to the challenge." She hasn't asked him to stop the hand-on-the-back when it occurs - yet - probably because she can see what I mean about him doing it only out of politeness and that hand not straying any further. And she is hoping to be out of here soon anyway. My other impressions of our new guy: Cal Wolfe is also fascinated by the world around him. He's not afraid to ask questions and usually does, is extremely observant, and has a very open, happy personality. He's usually grinning, and not in an off-putting way either. He's not obnoxious, but a little cocky at times. Perhaps a little gullible. Mulder has come around to having this new team member 'dumped' on us, especially with Cal's enthusiasm and willingness. The interaction between them could easily develop in time like that of two brothers - though no bullying is involved, like I saw Bill do sometimes towards Charlie. And I'm sure that once Mulder is back on full field agent status that he and Cal will disappear during some lunch breaks to play basketball. In short, Cal Wolfe might turn out to be just what Mulder needs. I think he'll prove to be an asset to the team. My husband also thinks that Wolfe might be just what Andrea needs. When we were alone in the office a few days ago, he told me, "Those two are perfect for each other. I wonder if it's going to take them as long to realize and do something about it as we did?" I just gave him a look, too busy juggling paperwork and some pressing wedding issues to give him the odds on that little match ever happening. Or to have a lively debate about it, especially when the two people in question could possibly overhear. It was enough of a miracle that Mulder and I ever got together, without thinking that lightning - or Cupid's arrows - will strike twice in the X-Files division. Time will tell. In-between me organizing all these wedding details, Andrea and I have had some great intellectual and theoretical conversations - especially with her having a chemical engineering physics degree. I look forward to having even more when all this is behind us. After our honeymoon, Mulder will be back on full time work. And the work on remodeling and expanding our basement office is going well. Even according to schedule. Soon we'll be able to move down there again. Which is good, because I do miss it there. Mulder told me he expected me to blow my top when he first gave me the news about us getting a new agent and moving offices on top of the wedding and pregnancy. But fortunately I had incompetent idiots to channel it all at in the course of arranging this and that for The Day, and Skinner organized for everything to be moved for us by people we trusted. Though all that upheaval has probably been a contributing factor in the division being so quiet, case-wise, lately. That should all change soon. An extra person will be very handy, especially considering Mulder has just come back from sick leave and that I'm expecting (and bound to start expanding soon). And Wolfe is a wiz at computers - another brownie point in his favor. A _big_ one. More room in the basement will be great - "Hope they remember to have room for a little nursery alcove," Mulder joked - and we get adjoining offices. How romantic . . . . xXx The Day (no time to write in journal!): I just wanted a beautiful, relaxed day for our wedding. I figured that if I got as much as possible sorted out beforehand, then even though there was still a lot to do that could only be done on the day itself, it would run like clockwork. That's the least we deserve. So I planned our wedding day carefully - it's a mid- afternoon ceremony, with time for me to have a nap before I start getting ready. Of course, that was before I discovered that the boutonnieres I picked out for Mulder, the Gunmen, Skinner, Bill and Charlie were sent to a church in Falls Church, Virginia and we received, of all things, tiger lilies in their stead. Now, I love a good tiger lily as much as the next person, but they don't exactly blend well with the rose garden motif I had planned. Then, when the decorators called from the Library, they mentioned that 15 tables had been delivered for the reception, but only 24 chairs. I ordered 10 tables and 40 chairs, since we managed to invite not only Skinner, but most of the Bureau. I don't expect everyone to show up, but then Mom added a few names to the list and it got completely out of hand. I woke up late, of course. My husband/groom, in his infinite wisdom, decided to turn off the alarm clock so that I could catch up on my 'beauty rest'. OK, that's as good as saying I _need_ to sleep because I'm not looking that great! And what does he do while I'm sawing logs when there are a million and one things to do in the house? He went out running, took a shower and then left the house to do 'errands'. Just like a typical Saturday! He left the house just after 9 and it's a quarter to noon with no sign of him. If he leaves me at the altar this time, I'll divorce the bastard on the spot! I hear people going up and down the hallway at intervals, but can tell that none of them are my husband. My nephew Matty is easy enough to pick as he thunders by. Charlie's kids are staying with his wife's parents in Maine for the long weekend, otherwise they'd be racing around too. I'm trying to find the bag from Victoria's Secrets with the slip I bought to go under my dress when Mom taps on our bedroom door. "Sweetheart, the caterer just called. They want to know if you arranged for dry ice for the salmon?" I turn and stare at her. "What salmon? I didn't order salmon. Charlie's allergic to salmon, Mom." "I know that, dear," Mom says, with a look that only she can give. "I'm his mother. I know all my children's allergies. But that doesn't answer the question for the caterer now, does it?" "Mom, I didn't order salmon!" I restate emphatically. "And what the hell are we paying for if they don't provide the refrigeration for the food they serve? I'm not giving all our guests food poisoning and paying them for the privilege!" "Maybe you should talk to the man," Mom says, a little defensively. I need to find that slip! "Mom, have you seen a pink and white striped bag in the closet? I picked it up last week and put it in here and now I can't find it." "Maybe Fox moved it, sweetheart. He was helping me put some dry cleaning away and there were a number of bags on the floor. I thought I heard him say something about the spare bedroom closet." I start out the door for the spare bedroom but Mom grabs my arm. "Dana, the caterer," she says and points to the phone by our bed. I grab the phone, ready to do battle. After fifteen minutes of trying to understand the man, who is obviously a recent immigrant from Korea, I am able to get through to him that this is the MULDER wedding, not the MUELLER wedding and we do not have salmon on the menu. Once that is settled, I hang up the phone and sit on the bed. What the hell was I looking for? And then, in breezes my husband/groom. "Hey, babe, aren't you supposed to be taking a nap?" he asks, all sweetness and concern. "Why? Didn't I get enough 'beauty rest' for you?" I fire back. I must admit, he has the good grace to blush. "You looked so cute, all curled up under the blankets. You didn't sleep that late and you needed the rest." "For future reference, Agent Fox William Mulder, _I_ will be the judge of how much rest I need, thank you very much!" I didn't even know I was mad at him until I hear my voice yelling at him. He now looks totally perplexed. "Where the hell did that come from?" he asks, fists now planted on each hip. "What did I do to deserve that?" "What did you do? I'll tell you what you did: Nothing!! Not one goddamned thing! You have been absolutely silent on every decision made for this wedding. When I wanted to pick out the flower arrangements, you told me to pick out what ever I wanted. When I wanted to pick out the tux, you told me to get the one I liked. When I talked to the caterers, you had no opinion at all on the menu! You, Mr. 'if it's not greasy spoon, I don't think my stomach can handle it', sat there and let me pick a meal fit for the Queen of England at high tea and said absolutely nothing!!! That is what you've done!!" I can't seem to get a breath through my nose and now water is coming from my eyes and I have no idea why this is happening to me on our wedding day. "Nothing? Nothing, you say! Well, let me tell you something Agent Dana Katherine Scully! I didn't have any opinion on this whole shebang because I wanted you to have _your day_! That's right, Scully, _your day_! I got to pick the last wedding and that was nice enough, but this time, I wanted you to have the fun -" "Fun? HA!" I interrupt but he ignores me completely. "- of picking out all the nice stuff yourself! Scully, I'm a complete cad! You knew that when you first met me and if you've forgotten it, I'm sorry. I couldn't plan a wedding with Emily Post and Amy Vanderbilt acting as my guides! I'm a total loser, and I can't imagine why in the world you would agree to marry me ONCE, much less twice, but I guess I'm just damned lucky!" he yells at the top of his lungs. And suddenly, I launch myself at him, turn him in an 180 that would do my hand-to-hand instructor at the Academy proud and in less than 2 minutes, we are naked and going at it on our bed like it's our first time together. It takes Mulder all of a second to figure out what is happening and he joins in the merriment with full vigor. I'm kissing and stroking and being kissed and being stroked and we're fighting with the comforter and it falls to the floor and somehow a shoe is wedged under my hip and Mulder tosses it over his shoulder like a wine glass into the flame, but thank god, we don't hear the sound of glass breaking when it hits its unintended target, the window. And then there's no sound but our heavy breathing, and soft moans and Mulder nibbling at my ear and sighing 'Scully, love you, love you, love you' and my sobbing, but it's a happy, joyful sound mingled with 'forever, Mulder, love you forever' and then I crying out and he's crying out and we fly . . . I come around to the sound of a tap on the door. Oh shit. "Um, yeah?" I call out. Mulder's eyes start roaming around trying to find the boxers I think might have landed under the chair near the window. "Sweetheart, I'm sorry to wake you," Mom says through the door. "I was just wondering, have you seen Fox?" Um, yes, Mom. ALL of him! Mulder turns bright red, almost as if my mother has caught us making love in my room when we were supposed to studying for our high school chemistry final. Then, he's laughing. It's a quiet laugh at first, but soon turns into a full belly laugh. I smack his arm, but only half-heartedly. I try to answer Mom through my own giggles. "Mom, Mulder's in here, with me. What do you need?" There is silence on the other side of the door. "Oh, well, OK. Um, Dana, the decorators just called back. They found the other 26 chairs and they're bringing 20 more just in case. Oh, and Cal, the sweetie, ran out to the florist supply house and found the most perfect boutonnieres. I tried to pay him for them, but he said to consider them his wedding present to you." I lie back on the bed, naked as the day I was born, and pull my husband close to me. It is true. Sometimes all you need is a good lay. "Thanks, Mom." I lean over and kiss Mulder tenderly. "We'll be up in a minute." "That's fine, Sweetheart. Take your time. Just remember, you are getting married today." I swear I can hear a smile in her voice. We hear her walk away. Mulder has managed to bring his merriment under control. "So, babe, do you still want to marry me?" he asks. "I believe so. After all, I know what I'm getting, don't I? In many departments!" I give a look downwards that threatens to send him off again - into laughter, that is. "So today is 'my day'?" I ask. "Yeah, to make up for the rushed and unexpected ceremony I gave you the last time." "Mulder, that ceremony was one of the most moving and happy times of my life." I smile at him, then pause for a moment of reflection. "And another reason it worked so well was probably because there was no planning to screw it up!" "You could have said no," my husband reminds me. "That would have certainly screwed things up big time. Then it would have been quite a long and quiet trip back from Connecticut. . . ." "Well, I wanted today to be perfect, not for me, but for you." "Me?" he asks in surprise. "Yes, because you're home and safe and we're together and expecting, and it's supposed to be perfect now. It's the least that the universe owes us!" Damn, I'm nearly crying again. He reaches out and tenderly strokes my face. I think back over the last weeks and say wryly, "Planning a wedding is stressful enough at the best of times, without adding pregnancy hormones into the mix. Perhaps we should elope this time too." "Tempting. Very tempting. And so are you. . . ." Mulder starts nibbling at my shoulder. I give him a light slap on the rear. "Save it for our wedding night. Unfortunately, we'd better get a move on." "Hopefully we're not too far behind your schedule, though I have to say, that little deviation was well worth it." We share wicked little grins. "Absolutely," I agree. "The groom isn't supposed to see the bride in her wedding dress before the ceremony, but this was the birthday suit! And a very happy birthday with many happy returns it was." "Well, _my_ birthday is coming up very soon . . . ." Mulder points out. He gets up, then leans down for another kiss. "Can't wait to see you in your dress. You're going to look so beautiful." When we leave our bedroom, I feel serene. Even when Charlie nervously tells me that Matthew (who he was supposed to keep an eye on) somehow managed to smear some chocolate on his tux on its hanger, it doesn't phase me. xXx Cal's point of view. I'm not so much for these fancy gatherings. But when the invitation came to attend my bosses' wedding, well, it's just darned hard to find an excuse. It's like Mom is always telling me, when you get invited, people are counting on you to come. To turn them down would not only be impolite, I've come to like the Mulders. I couldn't help but think it was a little weird, having a full wedding when they're already married. Apparently it has to do with Agent Mulder's return from his purported alien abduction, something I'm still picking up on through the office grapevine and the little Andrea -- er, Agent Michels has let slip during our few conversations. I'm not saying Agent Mulder wasn't abducted by aliens, I think there is substantial evidence to support that conclusion. I'm just saying, well, once married, always married. Why go through it all twice? But it seems this is more a 'reception' for the family and friends who didn't get to attend the first wedding and that I can understand. Who can argue with a good excuse for a party, right? It's been a strange three weeks since I started with the X Files Division. Most of my time has been going through old files, making myself familiar with the kinds of cases we investigate. I haven't had this much fun since the Academy! I started with what I thought would be some easy ones - Alien Abduction is a drawer unto itself, and boy, did I get an eyeful! I tried talking over some of the cases with Agent Michels, but apparently she is not the talkative type. The wedding has been the 'elephant in the parlor' in the office. Agent Scully-Mulder, as diligent as she appears to be, was caught up doing much of the preparations in the last week and has been rather preoccupied. Agent Mulder was still on part-time, not having full clearance from his doctor to return to work on a full time basis. Agent Michels spent most of the week in the stacks, I guess researching some of the still open cases. I'll just be glad when this wedding is over, Agent Mulder is back full time and we can get started with some investigations in the field. It's a nice day for a wedding. I've never been in Washington in the fall and I'm amazed at the beauty of the city. This library, the Shakespearean Library, is tucked in a corner right across the street from the Capitol Building and just a couple of blocks down from the Supreme Court. I've visited the city on other occasions before joining the Bureau, but I never knew this place existed. It reminds me of the gardens on the rooftops in San Francisco, a perfect little English rose garden in the middle of a bustling city. Mom would love this place, and I'll have to remember to bring her here when she and Dad come out for a visit. I see Mrs. Scully talking to a red haired man in a tux. It must be one of her sons. Mrs. Scully is a wonderful person, very caring and open. When I stopped by the Mulder house, to bring the wedding gift so they wouldn't have to carry it back after the reception, she invited me in and offered me iced tea. Even in the middle of all the activity she was very generous. I was happy I remembered that floral supply house so the boutonnieres would match the bouquets. It was such a little thing, but she was so appreciative. She made me feel like one of the family. I notice that several of the secretarial pool have put in an appearance. Agent Scully-Mulder is very well thought of at the Bureau. Kimberly, Assistant Director Skinner's assistant, is always speaking highly of both her and Agent Mulder. I see a few of the women I've had the pleasure of taking out to dinner: Amber, Heather, Trisha and Marlene. I nod and wave in their direction. Amber always gives me that look, the one that makes me want to check the corner of my mouth for mustard or ketchup. I wonder why she does that? Agent Michels has arrived. I wave at her and she must not see me because she turns away. Agent Michels is a very pretty woman, but she just doesn't seem interested in her appearance. Those Asian features are so attractive. If only she would wear her hair a little looser, like Agent Scully-Mulder. And maybe try a different color for her pantsuits, although I have heard that black is very slimming. Heather is coming toward me with one of the wedding programs in her hand. "Cal, is this seat taken?" she asks. "No, absolutely not. How have you been, Heather?" "I was hoping to get a call from you. I have tickets to the Kennedy Center next Friday. Washington Philharmonic is performing at a benefit concert for the World Wildlife Federation. Would you like to go?" "Sure! What time should I pick you up?" xXx Andrea's point of view: Well, I'm here. I swore up and down I would find some excuse to miss this event, but when push came to shove, I figured it was important. Besides, Assistant Director Walter Skinner is the best man and I have been meaning to talk to him about my request for transfer. It's not that I don't like my current assignment. I can see where working on cold cases would be considered an important task, and one the Bureau should take seriously. I'm more concerned with the nature of the investigations. In the last few weeks, I've been looking into the reports from other agents on the activities of the X Files division. Basically, it's a joke. Almost no one takes it seriously, except for Skinner and apparently one or two people in the front office. The biggest supporters are members of Congress, people who owe Agent Mulder favors for work he did when he was with the Behavioral Science Unit. In other words, I'm stuck in the Romper Room and I really want to find the quickest way out. But while I'm there, I have to keep up appearances. Attending the wedding of the two senior agents is all about appearances, though not theirs. I can't imagine what wool was pulled over the eyes of the front office that allows them to continue to work in the same division, much less remain essentially 'partners'. It's a clear violation of the unwritten policy regarding romance between partners and the written policy on fraternization of agents in motel rooms during cases. I'm quite sure they won't be checking into separate rooms in the field. For that matter, soon enough they'll need to bring a nanny and order a crib! As I enter the rose garden, I spot him. Oh god. Is it too late to turn back? Cal Wolfe. What a perfect name. He's just like a wolf, too. All thin and gangly. Some women would swoon over that baby face and those tanned muscles that ripple under those white dress shirts. For that matter, one of the support staff is already firmly attached to his side. Wonder when he bedded her? No, I don't wonder. It's absolutely none of my business whom he beds. But I will make it perfectly clear that when we are on a case, there will be no bedding! I might have to rephrase that to make it come out right, but he'll get the picture. The little 'chat' Agent Scully-Mulder gave me about Agent Wolfe was an eye-opener. At first, I was appalled that she would advocate 'turning the other cheek' to sexual harassment. After our conversation I can understand the 'reasonable person's defense' in these matters. I shouldn't be offended by casual contact. However, I still find his constant jumping up and down whenever I enter a room to be not only disconcerting but a clear indication that he thinks I'm there only in a social setting, not as a work associate. And if that hand grazes my back one more time, I'm slicing it off with a dull knife at my earliest opportunity! Good, his back is finally turned. I notice that his little entourage has drawn straws and Heather is the winner. How women can stoop so low, I will never understand. But it's really none of my concern. She can sit with anyone she likes. I notice she is sitting with Agent Wolfe on the groom's side of the seating, so I will find a place on the bride's side. I've always found weddings to be rather boring. Everyone dressed to the nines, all formal and after a short while the flowers kick up my allergies. It never fails that halfway through a wedding, I have a stuffy nose and tears running down my face. Of course everyone assumes it's because of the emotionally moving ceremony. HA! Give me some Claritin D and I'd be dry eyed and sniffle free. Oops. I picked the wrong chair. I'm sitting right behind the bride's family. I start to move but Mrs. Scully, Agent Scully-Mulder's mother, stops me. "No, Andrea, please stay. With my daughters-in-law standing up with Dana, it's just me and little Matty here. Come up here and sit with us!" And that's how I end up front row center on this circus. The music is starting. I must say, for a child, Matthew Scully is very well behaved. He shook my hand (I checked it for peanut butter) and then settled in next to his grandmother with a storybook. He is a cute kid. Blond hair with just a hint of red in it when the sun catches it the right way. I'm sure his parents are very proud of him. Mrs. Scully is beaming as she looks down the aisle. Oh yes, the attendants. The dresses are very lovely, Victorian tea length gowns. So much ivory lace and pale blue underneath on one dress and pale green under the other. Very sedate, yet very striking in their own way. The bouquets are ivory colored rose buds. So pretty, really, if one prefers that style. I turn my head toward the altar and finally see Agent Mulder. Oh my. He's in a black tux with cummerbund and he looks incredible. Then I look closer and notice he's not wearing a tie! The shirt is even unbuttoned at the collar. What a rebel. But the look on his face is what doesn't leave my gaze. He looks . . . there's no other way to say it. He looks like someone at the back of this very crowded rose garden is the only other person here. I turn around and stand for the bride. It takes a while before I can see her because everyone else is in my way. But as she nears the front, I see her between the heads of the other people. Agent -- Dana Scully looks radiant! I don't believe I've ever noticed what a very pretty woman she is. Her hair is shining like copper in the sunlight. Her dress is very simple, a Victorian style gauze and linen but with enough lace accents to be extremely flattering to her coloring and her size. A very striking shell comb with flowers attached holds back part of her hair. She is smiling at Agent -- Fox and there is no one here but the two of them. By the look in their eyes, I can see what they mean to each other. Maybe this wasn't just a quick jump into bed because of working in close proximity. Maybe this is the exception to the rule of fraternization. Maybe they are meant to be together, in every way, always. The priest is very casual, in good humor. He explains that this is a renewal of vows, but that last time around Dana got cheated out of seeing Fox in a tux and wasn't going to let that happen again. He told us that Fox had a habit of disappearing for long periods of time, but we could all rest assured that wouldn't be happening today. Then the couple turned to each other and said their vows. See, it's just what I was saying! Those damned roses everywhere have started my nose running and my eyes tearing! Mrs. Scully totally misunderstands and reaches around Matty to hand me a tissue and squeeze my shoulder. As the groom vows his love in sickness and in health, something catches in my throat and when I try to clear it, I sound almost like I'm sobbing. I end up using the tissue Mrs. Scully gave me and three more from my purse. When the bride and groom kiss, he puts one hand tenderly over her stomach as he leans in to kiss her just a little too long for polite company. But I can say that it was the most romantic thing I'd ever seen. As we file out of the chairs to get in line and greet the happy couple, a crew comes out and rearranges the chairs around tables for the reception. Since I'm with Mrs. Scully, I'm the first to see the Mulders. "Andrea! I'm so happy you made it!" Agent Scully- Mulder says as she leans in to give me a quick hug. "Michels, thanks for coming," Agent Mulder says and he leans down and hugs me as well. "The ceremony was beautiful," I tell them. I think it's the first time I've ever really meant those words. "I mean that. It was beautiful." Agent Mulder's smile grows brighter. "Well, I let Scully handle everything," he says as he pulls his bride to him. She takes the moment to hit him in the arm, but smiles up at him at the same time. "Mulder and I would like to have a picture with you and Agent Wolfe, if you don't mind, Andrea." I hesitate, but finally smile and nod. "Sure, why not." "Thanks," Dana says and turns to the next guests in line, I think it might be Agent Mulder's aunt and uncle. xXx Reception My first impulse is to down one glass of champagne, wander over to Assistant Director Skinner, ask if he has any word on my transfer and after his answer, beat a hasty retreat. Oh, what a simple plan. It's not that this isn't a lovely wedding. It's just that it's, well, a lovely wedding. I'm not a 'lovely wedding' person. I'm not in the mood for the small talk, the glowing smiles at the happy couple. I can't stand it when people clink their glasses and the groom scoops the bride into an X-rated kiss. OK, maybe only R-rated, but more than I want to see of my boss and my other boss. But before I have chance, I run smack into him. Wolfe. How I'm really beginning to hate that name. He's standing there, all charm and suave and just a touch of innocent. And all I want to do is find the nearest exit. It has to be here somewhere! But then, before I can move, he's taking my elbow and escorting me . . . oh, no! Not the dance floor! "Agent Wolfe, I don't dance," I tell him firmly. "Ah, c'mon, Agent Michels. Everyone dances at a wedding. Look, even the Assistant Director is cuttin' a rug!" I look over and see that AD Skinner is weaving his way around the small dance floor with Mrs. Scully. They are both laughing. Bet she doesn't even notice when he steps on her toe. "Just one. I promise, I took dance classes," Wolfe is telling me. Oh, I'm absolutely sure of that. If it's possible to be 'too cultured', that would be Agent Wolfe! "Listen, isn't that Stairway to Heaven?" he asks and he's got my hand and I can't exactly pull away, everyone is watching. I see the Mulders sway past us, Agent Mulder gives us the 'thumbs up' and Agent Scully-Mulder gives me an encouraging nod and a smile. Oh, this is not going to work, not at all. But how do I get out of it? It suddenly hits me that Stairway to Heaven is a very long song. And I'm stuck in the middle of the dance floor with Agent Cal 'Fred Astaire' Wolfe. Note to self, _always_ find all the exits when attending a garden wedding. His hands, I note, are in the proper 'hips and shoulders' positions. I would gladly spike his Achilles tendon with my high heels if he tried any lower on my hip. I think he senses this because there's a thin film of sweat appearing on his upper lip. "Warm day," he comments as he twirls me right around. In my concerted effort to avoid staring at him, I watch over his shoulder. The clerical staff, his groupies, are clustered just off the dance floor. They're glaring at us. Oh great. Now we'll get to be water cooler fodder. I'm pretty sure they're drawing straws to see who will wait for me in the ladies room and spill pig blood on my suit. The song ends and he's still holding my hand as we walk toward the tables. I try to pull away, but I hear Agent Mulder clinking a glass and trying to get everyone's attention. "Everyone, if I could have your attention, please! This won't take long, I promise." "Must not be one of your justifications for a lost cell phone," I hear AD Skinner shout from the back of the tables. Agent Mulder grins widely at that. "No, sir. More like my annual budget summary." "Ah, total fiction," Skinner replies and the crowd breaks into laughter. "Not really, sir," Agent Mulder fires back. He takes his wife's hand and smiles down at her. "I, well, we, just wanted to thank everyone for coming today and helping us celebrate our marriage." "At least you had the decency of letting us sleep in this time," I hear an older gentleman say loudly. "That was Scully's idea, Uncle Jacob. She set the time for this wedding," Agent Mulder replies. "Knew I liked that girl!" the older man's wife calls out and again the assembled crowd breaks into laughter. "OK, OK, let's settle down so I can get this all out," Mulder says good-heartedly. "Thank you all for coming. I'd like to thank Scully's, er, Dana's brother Bill for walking her down the aisle. Actually, I'd like to thank him for not kidnapping her to a deserted island in the South Pacific until she came to her senses," he adds with a chuckle. "Mom threatened me," Bill replies with a shrug. "But also, we have an announcement and figured it would be easier to make it here, with everyone we love around us." Mulder leans over and brushes the hair off his wife's face where a breeze has mussed it. There is so much love in his expression, it almost hurts to see it. "January 1, 2000, Dana Scully consented to spend the rest of her life with me as my wife. We've just about put those wedding vows to the test this year. We've had sickness, health, and some rough spots that we'd both rather leave behind us. But during those 10 months, a miracle happened. Our love grew, yes. It grew bigger than the two of us." He looks out over the crowd and puts his arm around Agent Scully- Mulder's shoulders, drawing her to him. "We're going to have a baby." The crowd immediately starts applauding. Some of the women come up and hug Agent Scully-Mulder. Many of the men shake Agent Mulder's hand. And when I look down, I realize that I've been holding Agent Wolfe's hand through the whole announcement. I really do think it's time to leave. As I'm headed for the exit -- its been hiding behind some rose bushes all this time -- I feel a tug on my arm. "Agent Michels, Dana's been looking for you. They're ready to take some pictures." I turn and see Mrs. Scully's smiling face. "I really should be going," I try for an escape, but it's obvious it's not going to work with this woman. "Oh, I understand completely, but it's just one picture. Please? Dana and Fox really do want to get a group picture of the new division. And what better time, right, when you're all just getting to know each other?" Well, there is not a lot I can say to that, so I just nod and follow her over to a corner of the garden. There is a rose trellis, the smell is almost overpowering, and I feel my sinuses closing up again. I bite the inside of my cheek, square my shoulders and join the other three. "Michels, it's not a firing squad," Agent Mulder teases. He gets a well-placed glare from his wife for his comments. I try to appear to be having a good time. It's probably not working. "Thank you so much for coming, Andrea," Agent Scully- Mulder says again as the photographer man handles us all into some semblance of a line. First it is women on the left, men on the right, but he doesn't like that so he moves Agent Wolfe, me next, then Agent Scully-Mulder and finally Agent Mulder. That seems to satisfy him and he gets back behind the camera. "OK, people, hold still, please. Let's have a big smile. On the count of three . . ." And that damned hand is on my back again! I move slightly, to relieve the contact, but much to my dismay, the photographer catches me. "Now, now, none of that. No moving, please. I can't capture a blur," he says with a strained smile. I scoot back and bite both my top and bottom lips between my teeth to keep from screaming. "Now, one more time. Everybody say 'Cheese'!" I don't know why photographers always do that, but it's become so ingrained that I say 'cheese' along with everyone else. But it will be easy to find me in the picture. I'll be the one blushing more than the bride. Now, I'm definitely leaving. "Thank you for inviting me, Agents. It really was a lovely afternoon," I try to sound sincere. My mother would kill me if I didn't attempt for some civility. "See you Tuesday, Michels. Enjoy the extra day off. When we get back, we'll be looking at cases, real cases, out in the field. Something you can really sink your teeth into," Agent Mulder promises. "I'll be looking forward to it, Agent Mulder." Mother would be so proud of me! "Can I walk you to your car?" I spin around and see Agent Wolfe smiling at me. "There's no need," I assure him. "Well, do you mind if we walk out together? I'm about to leave, too." I close my eyes and try counting to ten. I only get to five but I open them anyway. "All right," I tell him. This civility stuff is very taxing after a while. He says his goodbyes, gets a hug from Mrs. Scully and finally we're walking out of the garden. I can't help but let out a relieved sigh. "Tough day," he comments. I glare at him, that had to be a shot. "I mean, so much excitement. It's been the talk of the office for weeks, I'd imagine. All that planning and it's all over in an afternoon." "I didn't have to plan for anything," I tell him. "No, I mean, it's been a lot of commotion in the office, that's all." "Well, it's all over and now maybe we can get back to normal," I tell him. Normal. Whatever that is. We arrive at my car. I click the lock from my keys and I'm about to reach for the handle, but he beats me to it. I fight to control the urge to yank the car door from his hands and give him a tight smile. "I guess I'll see you on Tuesday," I tell him. "Bright and early," he says with a big smile. I do plan on being there bright and early. I'll be the one parked outside the Human Resources Department, searching the positions open on the jobs bulletin board. I have to escape, somehow! xXx Scully's point of view: It has been a beautiful wedding and reception. Just what I wanted. Now it is time to say the goodbyes. I am standing next to Mulder when he shakes hands with Bill. "Thank you," my husband says with feeling, and I know that isn't just for him giving me away. My elder brother has been on his best behavior today towards 'the usurper'. Bill is also aware of the message in Mulder's words. "Consider it a wedding present," he replies, with some gruffness in his voice. Then Mulder steps back to give us two siblings a few minutes together. Big brother hugs me and his eyes are getting a little wet. "Okay, so you've married him twice now. Not much I can do about it. But if he ever runs off on you again . . . ." "You'll have to stand in line to kick his ass," I promise solemnly. "I love you, Big Brother." "I love you too, Squirt." The Gunmen envelop me in a group hug. Skinner tells us he's glad today went well, and wishes us all the best. "No one else deserves it more." "That was beautiful," Aunt Deborah says. "Our first wedding was just as beautiful, even without all the trimmings," I tell her and Uncle Jacob. He beams with pride. "That was worth waiting for," is Mom's summing up of today. She hasn't stopped glowing with happiness and pride. Mulder and I have rented a beach house at Ocean City in Maryland for the long weekend. A two hour drive. It's a very pretty beach condo community, with many of the condos right on the beachfront. This is the off-season at the moment, which gave us a nice discount. Not that money is a problem, but the bonus is that there aren't many other people around. We can have the beach to ourselves. When we were setting our bags out to put in the car earlier today, I saw that Mulder had the novel of 'Tarzan' in the side pocket of his carry on bag. "Wanting some tips, wild man?" "Just some reading material for any quiet moments," he replied with dignity. So all is set for us to leave straight from the reception. Our luggage is here, and we change clothes after the goodbyes. Mom is taking my dress home, along with the gifts. Good thing she has Bill and Charlie to help carry home the loot, because with Mulder's fortieth birthday coming up, Mom and I also took the opportunity to treat this as his party too while everyone was gathered together. So once we'd had the wedding dances and speeches, we did some birthday speeches and he got plenty of presents and good-natured ribbing. I love the look on his face when we brought out a cake for him. We'll have a more private celebration on the day itself. "Friday the 13th . . . ." Mulder pointed out wryly to me in private. "And forty . . . . Wow! Though with a sexy young wife and a baby on the way, I don't think I'll be having a mid life crisis. I'm too busy being happy. You could say that life began for me at thirty-nine." "Good, because you'll be a very sexy and young forty!" It's true. Despite what life has given him, Mulder looks and acts a lot younger than others his age. And hell - it's just a number! It is after six before we leave the reception. We had food there, but not a full sit-down dinner, so will get something on the way. We might have to stop a few times, because for the last few hours I've really been craving grapes. I think I personally devoured every last one at the reception, though Mom did manage to save me a paper bag full for the trip. She has also given us a picnic basket of food, complete with Sparkling Apple Cider instead of champagne, which we will probably save for our twenty-four hour anniversary. Then again, I'll probably get through all the food in it before we reach to the condo! About ten minutes into our trip, Mulder comments from behind the wheel, "Phones would be running hot at the moment." "Huh?" "Everyone from the Bureau who was at the reception are probably contacting the others who weren't there and telling them about how it went and, more importantly, our announcement. By the time we go back on Tuesday, everyone from the upper echelons to the cleaning staff will know that you're with child." He's right. "Considering the stir when they found out we were already married, this should be huge!" I tell him. "By the way, when us guys were getting ready, Bill thought I'd lost my bow tie," Mulder says. "And what did you tell him? That your open neckline was my suggestion, so that it was one less thing to get out of my way if I wanted to sneak off with you into the rose bushes or a closet? Easy access and all that?" I joke. "Not to mention that I find it is a great look on you." "I didn't want to push my luck. And I did want to make it to my wedding night! I just said that it was to differentiate me from the other handsome men clustered at the altar." I laugh. The tieless look really suits him. And just sums up his rebel nature. "And remember what I said about Cal and Andrea?" he asks me. "They sure looked good together out on the dance floor." I smile at my husband - trust him to be the romantic. "Well, they did!" he says defensively. "There's more to relationships than dancing," I point out. Then I start musing about our relationship. Seven years together before we took the step, and even then, it was a surprise to me when Mulder proposed. I mean, I knew I loved the man truly madly and deeply, that he was my soulmate, but . . . . Well, I was scared. Nothing like being bundled to the altar to bring things to a head and force a decision. "We'll see about Cal and Andrea. Now you have two wedding anniversaries to remember," I point out. "New Year's Day and Columbus Day weekend - fairly easy. And back to full time on Tuesday, at last, if you don't make me a drained husk in the meantime." "Don't dress up as a grape and you should be safe. Some of the time anyway." I grin and resume eating. At one point on the journey I get very philosophical about our relationship and personalities. "Despite our differences, or perhaps because of them, we go together really well - forming a perfect whole. For example: skeptic and believer, short and tall, logic and instinct, male and female . . . ." "Those halves all do fit together beautifully," Mulder replies with a certain look on his face. "Yes, and I know which halves you're looking forward to fitting together tonight!" "So are you, Sweetheart," he counters with the serene confidence, i.e. smugness, of a man who knows he's going to score. We stop for dinner and a few snack and bathroom breaks and to get a few final supplies near the end of our journey. It is dark when we get to the condo. It is a beachfront one, and tomorrow at sunrise we're going to be out there on the beach with some flowers tied with a ribbon, all from my bouquet. We'll toss it into the sea as it goes out, for my father. Then during the coming week we will put more of those flowers on Melissa's grave and, when we can, go to the graves of Mulder's parents and sister. I can smell the beach and look forward to the romantic walks planned - starting tomorrow. I unlock the condo's front door and hold it while Mulder takes the luggage in. Then when he carries the last in, I am about to follow, but before I can he quickly puts down the bags then darts out and scoops me up. Somehow managing to keep the door open, he swings us around and proceeds to carry me over the threshold. I laugh and let him. After a nice long kiss he reluctantly and carefully lets me go, because he knows I want to change into something 'more comfortable and special' for our festivities tonight. So I give him a gift-wrapped package and tell him to put any of the picnic food and our groceries into the fridge, then to open my gift and meet me in the bedroom within fifteen minutes. I grab one of my bags and disappear into the bathroom. When I come out, he's lying on the bed by lamplight, wearing the contents of the parcel - white silk boxer shorts. His hair is sexily and adorably mussed. Heaven. And I am wearing white silk too. A lovely little nightgown with beautiful lace details (not that my husband would be noticing them at the moment) and ribbon-work, including the straps. His gaze nearly engulfs me. "Is this my birthday present? Then I got exactly what I wished for!" I join him on the bed, and he sets about undoing the ribbons on his gift. xXx The man knows how to unwrap a present! Afterwards, we are in each other's arms when I finally get enough breath and energy back to tell my husband some news. "When I was getting changed, I noticed in the mirror that the baby is 'out' more. Have a look." He checks out the change to my lower torso with fascination, but can't help commenting in a teasing tone, "Out more? Is that a scientific or medical term?" Before I can give him a look or take action, he says, "Yeah, definitely more noticeable now. Before we had to look really carefully. I guess this is her or his wedding present to us." He plants a few kisses down there. "And next week is my next doctor's appointment. This time it's the sonogram, so you'll get to see the baby live instead of as a photo." "Maybe we'll get a wave!" I let loose a little gasp. "What's wrong?" Mulder asks, instantly worried. "No - I think . . . I think I just felt the baby move for the first time." I stare at him in amazement. "Mom said that it feels like butterfly wings flitting across glass. It's hard to describe, but I think that's it!" We beam at each other. Mulder hugs me. "I love you," I whisper into his shoulder. "I seem to be pretty damn fond of you too," he replies with a chuckle. I lift my head enough to trot out The Look. "I love, adore and worship you," he amends with a grin. "That's better." Mulder covers us with the blankets. He turns off the lamp, and we settle into each other's arms in the moonlight, tired but very happy. "I'm glad that's over," Mulder admits sleepily. "The planning and setting up, I mean," he adds hastily when he hears how it comes out. "I understand completely." But then I smile wickedly. "So this isn't a good time to tell you that the next project looming is decorating the nursery?" His eyes pop open. He raises his head and gives me a look, while grabbing hold of his pillow with one hand. "I'm carrying your progeny," I quickly point out, claiming my exemption from pillow fights. "The minute that 'get out of jail free' excuse expires, look out." "You mean that as soon as I've popped the kid out in the delivery room, you're going to clout me with a pillow? That's going to be seen by the med staff as a very interesting reaction and form of gratitude!" His eyes sparkle at me. "You are a wicked, wicked woman." "And I'm all yours." He runs a hand over some of his territory, before contentedly closing his eyes again and snuggling close. There will be time for more fun in the morning. END